The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
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But she had forgotten all that when she went in to see Mrs. Lorraine
that afternoon to thank her for allowing Alice to make it possible
for her to go to her friend. As a matter of fact, Mrs. Lorraine had
been shocked when Alice came home Friday evening and told her of the
offer she had made to take Anna’s place at Miss Penny’s while she was
away. She declared that Alice should not do it. The bitterness which
had seemed to disappear had come back, and Alice had been greatly
disturbed. Mrs. Lorraine had finally yielded grudgingly, but she felt
hurt and injured and there had been a perceptible coolness between
mother and daughter since. They had never been close together, but of
late they had been nearer to one another than ever before. The more
Alice associated with Anna and Miss Penny, the more yearningly her
heart went out towards her mother, and this coldness that was almost
estrangement hurt her keenly.
She was grateful that Anna did not feel any want of cordiality in
her mother. Mrs. Lorraine received her thanks quietly and when
Anna explained the situation listened intently and questioned her
sympathetically. And she asked, almost impulsively, if Anna wasn’t
tired out.
“It’s just that I seem pulled so many ways at once, Mrs. Lorraine,”
Anna said. “Really, I ought not to be at Miss Penny’s. With Rusty at
college, I ought to be at home. Ma and pa need a daughter there the
worst way. I get over all I can, but they’re so glad to see me and so
sorry to have me go just across the street that it breaks my heart. But
someone has to be with Miss Penny. She was goodness itself to Rusty and
to the whole family, and I love her as if she were my favorite aunt
of all and just love to be with her. And now there’s Mrs. Langley.
She’s queer. Dick’s hatband had nothing on her when it comes to being
odd. And yet I take to her and would enjoy sort of mothering her if it
didn’t take me away from Miss Penny and my own family. And then again,
there’s Mr. Langley.”
On a sudden, tears filled the girl’s eyes. But she smiled through them.
“It’s rum to be so popular, isn’t it Alice?” she asked. “Wouldn’t you
think I was Brother Atlas or Father Time? The fact is, I’m only the
other Miller girl trying to pretend I’m Charley-on-the-spot.”
Mrs. Lorraine bent and kissed her. “You are a dear, absurd, unselfish
child!” she cried warmly. “And if ever there’s anything Alice or I can
do to help you out in any way, you must come straight to us. Mustn’t
she, Alice?”
“Yes, indeed,” agreed Alice with shining eyes, and coming to her mother
kissed her shyly.