The other Miller girl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The other Miller girl
John Stuart Mill · en
Though her mental equipment was haphazard, Anna Miller had a certain
power of concentration. To-day, however, she had no sooner fixed her
eyes resolutely upon the minister than her thoughts began to wander
again. For it came to the girl suddenly and startlingly that Mr.
Langley was changed--yes, greatly changed. He looked tired, but it was
worse than that: he looked as if he had lost something. There seemed no
longer to be any _springiness_ about him. He was like a jack-in-the-box
that has been so mishandled that when you open the lid he doesn’t jump
out at you but only flaps feebly. Mr. Langley was too young to have his
springs go flat. He had only a few grey hairs. He was tall and slim and
straight and graceful and really much handsomer than that floor-walker
at Martin and Mason’s that had been so stuck on himself.
Glancing hurriedly back over his life as she knew it by hearsay, Anna
felt it to have been unusually placid and untroubled. Of course it had
been a terrible grief to him losing his little girl, that golden-haired
little Ella May who had gone about through the two villages scattering
sunshine. But that had happened years ago and he had seemed happy and
young until now. Then it came to her that this was, perhaps, Ella May’s
birthday. Perhaps he had it all to go through again every year as the
day came round?
Early in the afternoon, Anna appeared suddenly in the parlour, which
was seldom used excepting on Sunday, briskly polishing a goblet with a
cross-barred dish towel.
“O Miss Penny, tell me, when did Ella May die?” she asked. “Was it the
twenty-second day of September?”
“O no, Anna, she died on the twenty-eighth day of December,” Miss Penny
returned promptly and in some surprise. And although the storms of more
than a score of winters had yellowed the tiny marble lamb upon the
little grave in the cemetery on the hillside where the minister’s baby
had been laid, probably every adult person in the parish could have
given the date as readily.
Anna returned to the kitchen. Passing the mirror, she paused and gazed
at her own image. She shook her head ruefully. Even with her festive
blouse and smart skirt covered by her checked gingham overall, she was
a picture, and after all, her hair looked as pale golden against this
dull ground. Hastily gathering an handful of wet silver, she returned
to the parlour.
“She had golden curls, didn’t she, Miss Penny--little Ella May?” she
asked.
“Long, golden ringlets and deep blue eyes,” asseverated Miss Penny in
the tone she used only in speaking of the dead.
“Well, was her birthday in September?”