The Priceless Pearl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Priceless Pearl
John Stuart Mill · en
But thinking of psychic things--and far away in the folds of that
bare Mexican valley Anthony had time to think--something psychic came
from Miss Exeter's letters which he had not felt in her personality.
He could not call it exactly conceit, but it was like a conviction of
beauty. He did not know how to describe it, but it made him think of
an essay by a novelist which he had read, when or where he could not
remember--was it by Stevenson?--in which the writer had spoken of the
uncontrollable way in which heroines whom you constantly described
as lovely kept turning plain and uninteresting on your hands; and
the other way round--how heroines, with just a few words of friendly
description, suddenly walked through your pages as tremendous beauties,
with no assistance from you. Clara Middleton, in the Egoist, had been
cited as one of the latter class. Well, it seemed to him that this
girl was like that. He had seen her--a nice-looking young woman, but
her letters were the letters of a beauty. Probably it was the profound
subconscious egotism of the woman coming out. The point was that she
was getting away with it. He wrote and asked Durland to send him a
photograph of her. But it did not need much diplomacy on the part of
Pearl to prevent its ever being dispatched.
As a matter of fact, she did not dread discovery very much. It seemed
to her it would be nothing more than an awkward moment--after all,
he already knew her better than he had ever known Augusta--only
before he came back she must have worked all the desired miracles.
Far from dreading his return, she looked forward to it with veiled
excitement--great fun, like taking off your masks at a fancy ball.
She had been with the Conway family almost a month when she witnessed
the first trial of strength between the hostile factions--Dolly against
Antonia. There was only one spare room in the cottage since the
governess had come. Dolly announced at luncheon, very casually, that
she had invited Allen Williams to spend the following Sunday with them.
Antonia broke out at once with the passionate sense of defeat that
betrays the young. She had invited her best, indeed her only, friend
Olive, who was to be abandoned by her family, for the coming Sunday.