The Priceless Pearl — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Priceless Pearl
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Wood laid the letter down with a feeling of the most intense surprise.
Allen Williams--a young man unfavorably known to him as an admirer
of the most conspicuous of the year's Broadway beauties--that man
spontaneously interested in a girl like Miss Exeter--a ruthless,
stupid young animal like Williams attracted by that pale, honest,
intellectual, badly dressed girl--without an effort on her part. No,
that was too much to ask him to believe.
He opened Cora's letter. Cora wrote a large, sprawling hand, and her
only rule was never to write upon the next consecutive page, so that
her correspondent went hopelessly turning her letters round and about
to find the end of a sentence. Wood caught "----getting herself kissed
in poor Edna's blameless sitting room in broad daylight, and thus
getting rid of her and an undesirable suitor of Dolly's at one fell----"
He twisted the letter about, trying to find the end of this, but coming
only upon a description of moonlight on the ocean, he tossed it aside
and opened that of the culprit herself.
I regret to say, [it began in vein that struck Wood as none too
serious] that I have caused a scandal. A young man called Williams
tried to kiss me--in fact he did--when I was reading the paper
and didn't even know he was in the house. I should have dealt
with him; but Durland, who saw it all, was so cunning and manly,
and ordered him out of the house. Your sister is naturally annoyed
with both of us and won't believe I was not to blame. She keeps
quoting something you once said to Dolly under circumstances
described as similar--that no man kisses a girl if he knows it's
really against her will. If you did say that, Mr. Wood, you're
wrong. If a man wants to kiss a girl something in his psychology
makes him feel sure she wants him to. But the loathsome creepiness
a girl feels at having a man whom she doesn't like touching her is
something no man can possibly understand.
Williams has behaved technically correctly and actually
horridly--saying sourly enough that it was entirely his fault,
that he alone was to blame, but letting everyone see that he feels
I led him on--only that, of course, a gentleman's lips are sealed.
However, he was instantly shipped back to New York on a slow train
that stops at every station.
As soon as he was gone Mrs. Conway and I had rather a scene.
She wanted me to go at once. I said I could not go without your
permission. She finally agreed to let me wait until you had been
heard from. I need not say I shall do exactly as you wish. It will
not be particularly easy to stay after this, but I will do it if
you wish--or go--just as you telegraph.