The Senator's Favorite — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Senator's Favorite
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"Why did you leave Washington without informing me? Surely it was my
right to know!"
"Surely, Ethel, but I hope that no blame can attach to me for not
seeing you first, as a telegram summoned me in haste to your brother,
and in order to catch the first train here I had to leave without
sending you a line. But I wrote you yesterday, and had you not left
Washington so soon this morning you would have received it ere this. I
trust this explanation will acquit me in your eyes of all dereliction
from duty."
His voice was cold, almost contemptuous, and his resentment of anger
only stung the haughty beauty to further insolence.
"Your duty to me ranked before your courtesy to Earle," she replied
perversely.
"When may I hope you will forgive me this time if I promise to wear my
chains more slavishly in future?" he asked, with delicate sarcasm that
stung deeply.
"You call your betrothal to me a chain! Perhaps you would like to be
free of your fetters!" flashed the girl.
CHAPTER XXI.
DISCARDED!
"I give thee up--a better fate
My warm devotedness was due,
Yet as I strike thee from my heart
A tear shall seal our last adieu....
An idle word--a careless look,
That love can yet too plainly see,
Has quenched the lambent, holy flame,
And all estranged my heart from thee!"
Lord Chester's pride could scarcely brook Ethel's insolent arraignment
for what she chose to term his failure in duty. Impatience was one of
his faults, and he could scarcely restrain his indignation. His dark
gray eyes flashed with temper until they looked as black and brilliant
as Ethel's own, and a deep red spot rose to his cheek.
His heart leaped with the impulse to take the haughty beauty at her
word, to be free of the fetters he had forged for honor's sake.
"Free!" Oh, what a sweet sound the word had in his ears! Surely Ethel
did not dream how sorely she was tempting him with her resentful
sneers. Free! Why, then, he might woo dainty Precious with her sweet
blue eyes and gentle heart. Oh, what a heaven of happiness opened
before him at the thought!
But he bit his lips and held his peace.
His own inner anxiety to take Ethel at her word only made him feel more
deeply his lack of love for his betrothed.
"And she loves me, despite her anger. It would not be honorable to take
her at her rash offer," he decided with that keen sense of _noblesse
oblige_ inherent in noble natures. Ethel regarded his silence in angry
wonder. She chose to consider it an affront, and said coldly:
"I offered you your freedom. Am I not worthy an answer?"
Holding his temper sternly in check Lord Chester answered gravely:
"Ethel, do you understand what you are saying? You are dismissing me on
such slight cause that when your anger cools you will be surprised at
yourself--surprised, and--perhaps a little sorry," and he looked full
into her eyes.
"Sorry!" she cried scornfully, and tossed her head.
He answered quietly: