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John Stuart Mill · en
“I spare you the recital of the horrors I endured. Your time is too
valuable to waste on the story, and the tale too harrowing for your
ears. Suffice it that the mere fact of the casket lid being but loosely
screwed down saved me from suffocation, and the accident to the hearse
must have been God-sent, as it kept me from being buried alive. The
shock of my fall restored my faculties, and the old ferryman presently
found me in the snow and carried me into his wretched hut, little
thinking I had fallen out of a hearse on my way to the grave. I took
care that he should not find it out, either, for I decided it was best
to remain dead to the world.”
“But, my dear Doctor Ludington, why should you do so?”
“Do you not remember that my antagonist, Terry Groves, died by my hand
in an accidental discharge of the revolver I was trying to wrest from
him? Well, if I had lived I should have been tried for his murder, and,
being in the house of my enemy, to which I had been falsely lured, I
should have had no witness in my favor, and the Groves clan, that hated
me, would have hounded me to my death. Public sentiment would have been
so dead against me I might have been mobbed and lynched.”
“Quite true. But then the young lady? Would she not have testified in
your favor?”
“I could scarcely have expected it, your excellency. She had always
been my enemy, like the rest.”
“Indeed? Then how explain your presence in her room at midnight?”
“By no connivance of hers, and by no fault of mine, for Eva Somerville
is pure as snow. Here are the simple facts: Old Doctor Binks, who is
the family physician, employed me often to attend to his patients
when he was under the weather. That night, while he was on one of his
sprees, I went his rounds for him, and, calling in at his office,
while returning home, was entreated to go to Stony Ledge, where he
represented Miss Somerville was ill, dying. Duty led me to her room,
where I found we had both been made the victim of a practical joke.
“She was asleep, with the bloom of health on her lovely cheeks, and as
I stood gazing in bewilderment, she awoke and upbraided me with angry
words. A spirit of mischief entered into me, and I lingered, chaffing
her over the table of refreshments she had spread for a phantom lover,
expected at midnight by all the Hallowe’en traditions. In a moment
Terry Groves rushed in, purple with anger, heaped on her terms of
disgrace, and, ignoring my attempted explanations, fired a bullet into
my breast. You know the rest.”
“He was too hasty, and his terrible mistake cost him his life.”
“Yes, but not by my wish. I was only trying to knock the weapon out
of his hand when it was discharged, perhaps by himself, and the ball
went into his brain. Poor fellow, how I pity him in his premature
grave to-day, and would gladly restore his life to him if I could,”
exclaimed Doctor Ludington, with strong emotion, realizing the terrible
provocation Terry had had for his fatal haste. Then he added: