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“Then you also agree with me, as do many others here at the asylum. It
is indeed hard for any one to look at that lovely, pure-faced girl and
credit her guilty. Eva,” she called softly to the young girl, who sat
motionless at a window, paying no attention to them.
The big dark eyes came back from their contemplation of the dreary
January landscape with a vacant stare.
“Eva, this is a new doctor, dear, who is going to help us cure you, so
that you will laugh and be happy again. Shake hands, dear, with Doctor
Rupert.”
The sombre eyes did not light with intelligence, and the tiny white
hands remained folded on her lap, until Doctor Rupert himself stepped
forward and took one of the chilly little hands in his, pressing it
warmly, while he trembled with emotion.
He had seen her grow up from lovely babyhood, but he had never touched
her little hand before, never met her eyes save with the black, cold
stare they wore now, but once, and that one thrilling moment rushed
over him instantly.
That night, when she believed that he was dying, her pity had conquered
her pride and anger, and she had knelt by his side and pressed her
soft lips to his cold brow.
“Good-by, good-by! If you had lived I would have loved you!” she had
murmured so sweetly that he could never forget.
His heart shook with the memory of her sweet words, and he wondered
if she had meant them--proud little Eva, who had always ignored him,
flashing past when he met her out riding on Firefly with a proudly
poised head and curling lips. She would never even look at him--never.
She hated him so because he was a Ludington.
It was only out of hysterical pity she had spoken such tender words. If
she knew that he was living still, if she could recognize him now, she
would be as cold and scornful as of yore.
He held the small hand as long as he dared, almost crushing it in his
clasp, as he longed to crush the slight form against his heart and
claim the love she had promised him if he lived.
“We must be friends, little Eva,” he said to her huskily, with a
yearning smile in his eyes; but she made no reply, only looked at him
fixedly and wistfully, and broke into her haunting refrain:
“Fair Diantha loved a lover,
Madly, madly, madly----”
“We will go on,” Doctor Bertrand said gently, drawing him away, and
adding kindly: “I see you have fallen under her spell like all the rest
of us.”
“Who could help it, poor girl?” he answered abstractedly, moving on by
her side and continuing:
“Have you tried to rouse her interest in anything? I should fancy
she would like books and flowers, like any young girl. There is a
conservatory here, I believe?”
“Yes, and little Eva shall have some of the sweetest flowers to-morrow.
I am sorry I did not think of that before,” answered the bright young
woman cordially.
“And I will bring her a book. Of course she would like poetry. Every
young girl does, naturally. What a blessing if we could restore her to
reason again!” he cried.