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“We should want fine clothes and jewelry, too, and to go to the
theatres every night, and money to buy chocolates every day. Oh, I
shall be so happy! And what if we could afford to go to Niagara Falls,
the dream of my life!” she clapped her hands in delight, while Miss
Ruttencutter chimed in:
“The dream of my life is to have a brown silk frock, with jet trimmin’s
onto it; an’ a brown velvet bonnet, all covered in green feathers; an’
a seal plush cape to go with ’em. An’ if I had a ch’ice to go anywheres
on the kyars, I’d ruther go to Charleston an’ see the gov’ner an’ the
legislatour, an’ all the big men o’ our State.”
“A fig for the big men, unless I could marry one, and I don’t know as
I care so much about that! I’ve heard tell that all these celebrated
men have to get old before they get famous, and I don’t want any old
man, thank you, but a handsome young one!” cried Patty. “If I could go
to any grand place, ’twould be New York, where all the poor girls have
romantic adventures and marry grand swells!”
“Pooh, that’s only in novels, Pat!” laughed Lydia.
“I’d take my chances on its being true!” Patty retorted confidently,
with a glance at her glowing brunette charms in the little cracked
mirror.
Thus they beguiled the long, snowy days of the dreary winter with
hopeful anticipations, but with Gran’ther Groves it was quite
different. To the two girls life was in its hopeful spring, but his in
the sere and yellow leaf.
And the tragedy of Hallowe’en had added years to his age in a night.
The breakdown of that night had left him nervous and ill; too ill to go
to the grave with Terry, when two days later they bore him solemnly to
his long repose in the family burial ground on top of the hill, from
whence the granite headstones of the family could be seen far in the
distance shining in the sun.
Gran’ther could only sit by the window with a neighbor for company and
watch the solemn funeral train driving away with the hoped-for prop of
his old age hidden away under the black pall, and his heart sank with
grief and despair, for his two best beloved grandchildren, Terry and
Eva, were now gone from him forever--Terry to the lonesome grave; Eva,
as he doubted not, to her rich father in New York, where she would have
all the luxuries of life, except the love of her old grandfather, he
thought, arguing to himself that no one else could ever love her as
well as he had done before her sin turned his love to hate.
All the neighborhood, as well as himself, believed that Eva was indeed
in New York.
There were three exceptions--the ones who had secretly appropriated the
money given to Eva for her trip; but they kept their own counsel.