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He groaned in remorseful agony, and, as if in answer, there was a light
rustling among the darkest shadows near the door and a slight gray
figure flew across the room to his side.
“Gran’ther! Gran’ther, darling!”
Two soft arms were wound about his neck, two warm lips pressed his
cheek, and he felt her raining tears.
“Gran’ther, I’ve been listening at the door and heard all the kind
things you said of me! Oh, I guessed already you had got sorry for that
night and wanted me back! When I got over the craziness I kept longing
for you always! I could hear you calling in the lonesome nights for
your little Eva!”
“’Twas me you heard calling, little Eva, sure enough, for many’s the
night I couldn’t sleep and kept praying to God for a sight of you,
and last night I told Him, if He would forgive me for my sin to you,
to send me just a vision of you if you couldn’t come yourself. He has
answered my prayer and forgiven me, though I cain’t forgive myself! Is
it really you, lovey, or jest a vision?” quavered the old man, fondling
the bright head on his breast with a tremulous hand.
“It’s your own real Eva, gran’ther, that ran away from the asylum
and begged her way on the train, and walked miles and miles from the
station, hiding in the woods all day, until she dared to venture out
like an outcast by night just to see you again,” sobbed the girl. “You
won’t let them take me back there any more, will you? I am not crazy
now!”
“No, darling little pet, you sha’n’t never leave me no more,” he
promised, in his blindness, adding proudly:
“Turn the lamp up higher, little Eva, so I can see you better. We
don’t have to be saving on kerosene now! And we have chicking for
dinner every day--and pie, too! And the girls have new flim-flams, all
sorts of fineries from Clarksburg! I have struck ile at last!”
“Oh, gran’ther!” and she caught her breath in joyous sympathy. He had
been hoping for this so long.
But as the lamplight flared on his pallid face, with the blue lips,
thin, pinched nostrils and sunken eyes, her heart sank like lead.
How awfully he was changed from their last meeting. Years had gone over
his head in those few months. Was this death?
His feeble, halting voice went on:
“’Pears like I didn’t care much ’bout my luck while you was gone, the
other girls are so selfish! But now I’m glad, for your sake, little
Eva. Did I tell you they made me sign my will and cut you off with
five dollars when I was so mad, jest at fust? Yes, they did, but since
we struck ile I got sorry for it. Two wells a-spouting on old Stony
Ledge, honey, enamost a hundred barrels a day, and me getting more’n
forty dollars a day on my royalties and other leases. Coming in every
day, Eva, all that money, and me not turning a hand to work for it! You
shall have your share, too--the biggest share of all, for I’ll alter my
will and make you my heiress, and jest a legacy to them other selfish
ones that don’t care how soon I die!”