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Unconsciously, scarcely daring to hope for it, he had thus won
her love, and now that she was cast off by her family, a terrible
temptation beset him to win her for his own.
Not as Doctor Ludington, though, for he did not believe he could
overcome the race hatred. Besides, there was now another terrible
shadow between their hearts--the blood of her Cousin Terry on his hands!
If he won her, it must be at the price of eternal renunciation of his
family and name, but for such a prize he could count the world well
lost.
CHAPTER XVI.
A FORMER SOUL-MATE.
“But where can I go?” cried little Eva.
Her face was a picture of wistful joy when she was first told that the
doctors considered her cured of her mental malady, and that she was
free to leave the asylum whenever she chose.
She wept with relief, and murmured low some words of thanksgiving to
God. Then her face clouded with perplexity as she cried:
“But where can I go for shelter, branded with a scandal, though
innocent of any wrongdoing? I have no friends, no home.”
“You forget your rich father in New York,” suggested Doctor Merry, who
had heard her story, and believed this would be her best refuge.
She shook her head.
“He was cruel to my mother, and he will never hear from me that she
left him a daughter,” she said, with a little flash of spirit.
“Quite right, Miss Somerville,” said the superintendent, coming up
to them where they lingered in the beautiful grounds talking, and he
added, with his most genial smile:
“I shall be glad to make you one of the attendants here, if you wish
to stay and earn your own living.”
“I shall have to do that hereafter, so I accept your offer with
thanks,” she replied instantly, in her relief at finding a home open to
her, even though it was under the roof of a lunatic asylum.
But she had met warm hearts here, dear and true friends, and their
kindness was a balm to her pain. The middle-aged superintendent was
kind and fatherly, the woman physician sisterly, the two young men
doctors frank and sociable, as well as all the attendants. No one
passed her with cold looks, or burned her heart with cruel words. They
did not seem to remember that she was under a cloud, her fair name
stained by scandal. She would stay here and work among them as long as
she lived.
“You may begin your new duties to-morrow. Come to me in my office early
in the morning for assignment to a ward,” said Doctor St. Clair.
Then they all slipped away to their duties, and she walked alone among
the beautiful flowers and trees of the wide grounds, her heart swelling
with gratitude that she need not go away out into the cold world, where
no one believed in her innocence, and no one loved her any more.