The Shadow of the Past — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Shadow of the Past
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He dismissed the matter from his mind and read for a while; but the
blistering heat in the sun-scorched compartment made it difficult to
concentrate the attention on anything for long. And there was no escape
from the heat, not even when night fell, bringing darkness without
coolness to the earth, and a hushed silence, penetrated by the
insistent, shrill chirp of the crickets and the intrusive rush of the
train through the night-shadowed land.
He slept about eleven, and awoke to a golden sunrise and another
cloudless blue day. But the breadth of the early day was fresh and
sweet and wonderfully pure. He drew it into his lungs, leaning from the
carriage window, surveying the parched landscape, and the gaping
fissures in the almost dry beds of the river, along the banks of which
the thorny mimosa grew, the reluctant dewdrops hiding in the hollows of
its shrivelled leaves from the too searching rays of the sun.
The railway curved sharply, winding in and out among the hills, so that
from the window the tail of the train was visible, seeming like a second
train cutting the first in the middle. Beyond Hutchinson the line was
being repaired. A row of white tents alongside the rails, with their
owners squatted in the openings having breakfast, caused Matheson a
queer, unaccustomed stab of envy. This was what he ought to be doing--
useful work for the country, instead of using the metals to career about
on a fool's errand.
The train had slowed down. He leaned farther out of the window and
shouted to a sunburnt man who stood astride outside his tent, with a tin
mug in one hand and part of a loaf in the other.
"You, Saunders!" he yelled. "What ho! Want an extra hand down there?"
The person addressed as Saunders grinned amiably; and another man came
to the opening of the tent and stood behind him, interested, stripped to
the waist, and towelling vigorously.
"Tumble out," shouted Saunders. "I dare say we could make use of you."
And then the train left the white tents and their tanned owners behind;
and Matheson drew in his head with a feeling of sharp dissatisfaction
with life, and thought of these men enviously, until the steadily
increasing warmth of the day brought back to his memory the stuffy
unbearableness of heat accumulated under canvas; and his imagination
pictured anew the treeless, sunbaked nature of the land where those
jolly cool-looking white tents were pitched. It wasn't after all much
of a picnic.
He arrived at De Aar about noon, and went to the hotel, and had a bath
and changed before sitting down to lunch. He had not been in this
Karroo town before, and it struck him as fine and picturesque and
altogether characteristic. The country was flat and open, and the veld
greener and less drought-stricken.