The Shadow of the Past — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Shadow of the Past
John Stuart Mill · en
Before the rising of the sun he was up and dressed and waiting on the
stoep for Honor Krige. She came out and joined him with the first
flushing of the sky, the sudden brightening and deepening of the colours
in the east came swiftly and noiselessly, so that she was close beside
him before the sound of the light footfall on the concrete floor
apprised him of her approach. He brought his head round sharply and
surveyed her with critical, curious eyes, eyes which held a flash of
reawakened interest in them as they rested in a close scrutiny upon her
face, shaded by a white sun-helmet. She wore a riding-skirt, and
carried a whip in one hand, and a cup of coffee in the other.
"I thought you would prefer to take this out here," she said, and gave
the cup into his hand.
"Thank you." He greeted her formally when he had relieved her of the
cup. "You are riding?" he said.
"Yes. We always ride on the veld." She beat her skirt softly with the
whip, and looked up at him with a faint smile. "You are early. I hope
you slept well?"
"I scarcely slept at all," he answered. "I was thinking... You set me
thinking. I believe you intended that."
Without denying this, she answered, looking away from him:
"At least I did not wish to spoil your rest."
He stood sipping his coffee and regarding her the while. He decided
that hers was the most beautiful face he had ever beheld; no pictured
face that he could recall surpassed it, and among living faces it was
more flawless than any he had seen.
"I'll make up for that to-night," he returned. "I don't believe even an
uneasy conscience could rob me of sleep two nights in succession."
He finished the coffee, and carried the empty cup inside and put it down
on the round oak table in the living-room. Honor made no effort to
prevent him. She looked after him without moving, and remained silent
until he returned and confronted her with an inquiring lift of the
brows.
"Suppose I couldn't ride?" he asked.
She evinced surprise. Not ride! Every man rode.
"You do," she asserted.
"As luck has it... but there are plenty of quite respectable persons in
England who don't," he informed her. "Getting on and off busses in
motion is a more useful accomplishment with us. To each country its own
customs! Do we start now?"
"Yes; we will walk across to the stables." She flashed a smile at him.
"I am afraid we will have to saddle our own horses; there won't be any
one about so early as this."