The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
"This must be very bad for your health,"--I said, drawing my chair
closer to hers--"Can you not get away for a change?"
She looked at me in silence. The expression of her eyes thrilled me
strangely,--it was not tender or wistful, but fierce, passionate and
commanding.
"I saw Miss Chesney for a few moments just now"--I resumed,--"She seemed
very unhappy."
"She has nothing to be unhappy about--" said Sibyl coldly--"except the
time my mother takes in dying. But she is young; she can afford to wait
a little for the Elton coronet."
"Is not----may not this be a mistaken surmise of yours?" I ventured
gently--"Whatever her faults, I think the girl admires and loves you."
She smiled scornfully.
"I want neither her love nor her admiration,"--she said--"I have few
women-friends and those few are all hypocrites whom I mistrust. When
Diana Chesney is my step-mother, we shall still be strangers."
I felt I was on delicate ground, and that I could not continue the
conversation without the risk of giving offence.
"Where is _your_ friend?" asked Sibyl suddenly, apparently to change the
subject--"Why does he so seldom come here now?"
"Rimânez? Well, he is a very queer fellow, and at times takes an
abhorrence for all society. He frequently meets your father at the club,
and I suppose his reason for not coming here is that he hates women."
"All women?" she queried with a little smile.
"Without exception!"
"Then he hates me?"
"I did not say that--" I answered quickly--"No one could hate you, Lady
Sibyl,--but truly, as far as Prince Rimânez is concerned, I expect he
does not abate his aversion to womankind (which is his chronic malady)
even for you."
"So he will never marry?" she said musingly.
I laughed. "Oh, never! That you may be quite sure of."
Still playing with the roses near her, she relapsed into silence. Her
breath came and went quickly; I saw her long eyelashes quiver against
the pale rose-leaf tint of her cheeks,--the pure outline of her delicate
profile suggested to my mind one of Fra Angelico's meditative saints or
angels. All at once, while I yet watched her admiringly, she suddenly
sprang erect, crushing a rose in her hand,--her head thrown back, her
eyes flashing, her whole frame trembling.
"Oh, I cannot bear it!" she cried wildly--"I cannot bear it!"
I started up astonished, and confronted her.
"Sibyl!"