The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
"What has the poor little planet done?" he repeated slowly--"The poor
little planet has done--nothing. But it is what the gods have done with
this same poor little planet, that awakens my anger and scorn. They have
made it a living sphere of wonders,--endowed it with beauty borrowed
from the fairest corners of highest Heaven,--decked it with flowers and
foliage,--taught it music,--the music of birds and torrents and rolling
waves and falling rains,--rocked it gently in clear ether, among such
light as blinds the eyes of mortals,--guided it out of chaos, through
clouds of thunder and barbëd shafts of lightning, to circle peacefully
in its appointed orbit, lit on the one hand by the vivid splendours of
the sun, and on the other by the sleepy radiance of the moon;--and more
than all this, they have invested it with a Divine Soul in man! Oh, you
may disbelieve as you will,--but notwithstanding the pigmy peeps earth
takes at the vast and eternal ocean of Science, the Soul is here, and
all the immortal forces with it and around it! Nay, the gods--I speak in
the plural, after the fashion of the ancient Greeks--for to my thinking
there are many gods emanating from the Supreme Deity,--the gods, I say,
have so insisted on this fact, that One of them has walked the earth in
human guise, solely for the sake of emphasizing the truth of Immortality
to these frail creatures of seemingly perishable clay! For this I hate
the planet;--were there not, and are there not, other and far grander
worlds that a God should have chosen to dwell on than this one!"
For a moment I was silent, out of sheer surprise.
"You amaze me!" I said at last--"You allude to Christ, I suppose; but
everybody is convinced by this time that He was a mere man like the rest
of us; there was nothing divine about Him. What a contradiction you are!
Why, I remember you indignantly denied the accusation of being a
Christian."
"Of course,--and I deny it still"--he answered quickly--"I have not a
fat living in the church that I should tell a lie on such a subject. I
am not a Christian; nor is anyone living a Christian. To quote a very
old saying 'There never was a Christian save One, and He was crucified.'
But though I am not a Christian I never said I doubted the existence of
Christ. That knowledge was forced upon me,--with considerable pressure
too!"
"By a reliable authority?" I inquired with a slight sneer.
He made no immediate reply. His flashing eyes looked, as it were,
through me and beyond me at something far away. The curious pallor that
at times gave his face the set look of an impenetrable mask, came upon
him then, and he smiled,--an awful smile. So might a man smile out of
deadly bravado, when told of some dim and dreadful torture awaiting him.