The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"You touch me on a sore point,"--he said at last, slowly, and in a harsh
tone--"My convictions respecting certain religious phases of man's
development and progress, are founded on the arduous study of some very
unpleasant truths to which humanity generally shuts its eyes, burying
its head in the desert-sands of its own delusions. These truths I will
not enter upon now. Some other time I will initiate you into a few of my
mysteries."
The tortured smile passed from his face, leaving it intellectually
composed and calm as usual,--and I hastily changed the subject, for I
had made up my mind by this time that my brilliant friend had, like many
exceptionally gifted persons, a 'craze' on one topic, and that topic a
particularly difficult one to discuss as it touched on the superhuman
and therefore (to my thinking) the impossible. My own temperament, which
had, in the days of my poverty, fluctuated between spiritual striving
and material gain, had, with my sudden access to fortune, rapidly
hardened into the character of a man of the world worldly, for whom all
speculations as to the unseen forces working in and around us, were the
merest folly, not worth a moment's waste of thought. I should have
laughed to scorn anyone who had then presumed to talk to me about the
law of Eternal Justice, which with individuals as well as nations,
works, not for a passing 'phase,' but for all time towards good, and not
evil,--for no matter how much a man may strive to blind himself to the
fact, he has a portion of the Divine within him, which if he wilfully
corrupts by his own wickedness, he must be forced to cleanse again and
yet again, in the fierce flames of such remorse and such despair as are
rightly termed the quenchless fires of Hell!
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