The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
"Because I have been reading your book. There are fine ideas in
it,--ideas that might, had they been the result of sincere conviction,
have reached the public in time, because they were sane and healthy. The
public will never put up for long with corrupt 'fads' and artificial
'crazes.' Now you write of God,--yet according to your own statement,
you did not believe in God even when you wrote the words that imply His
existence,--and that was long before I met you. Therefore the book was
not the result of sincere conviction, and that's the key-note of your
failure to reach the large audience you desired. Each reader can see you
do not believe what you write,--the trumpet of lasting fame never sounds
triumph for an author of that calibre."
"Don't let us talk about it for Heaven's sake!" I said irritably--"I
know my work lacks something,--and that something may be what you say or
it may not,--I do not want to think about it. Let it perish, as it
assuredly will; perhaps in the future I may do better."
He was silent,--and finishing his cigar, threw the end away in the grass
where it burned like a dull red coal.
"I must turn in," he then observed,--"I have a few more directions to
give to the servants for to-morrow. I shall go to my room as soon as I
have done,--so I'll say good-night."
"But surely you are taking too much personal trouble,"--I said--"Can't I
help in any way?"
"No, you can't,"--he answered smiling. "When I undertake to do anything
I like to do it in my own fashion, or not at all. Sleep well, and rise
early."