The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"True!--but in thus dying, think how many fools it afterwards fattens!
There is an all-wise Providence in this, my dear sir! Schubert perished
of want,--but see what large profits all the music-publishers have made
since out of his compositions! It is a most beautiful dispensation of
nature,--that honest folk should be sacrificed in order to provide for
the sustenance of knaves!"
He laughed, and I looked at him in a little surprise. His remark touched
so near my own opinions that I wondered whether he were in jest or
earnest.
"You speak sarcastically of course?" I said--"You do not really believe
what you say?"
"Oh, do I not!" he returned, with a flash of his fine eyes that was
almost lightning-like in its intensity--"If I could not believe the
teaching of my own experience, what would be left to me? I always
realize the '_needs must_' of things--how does the old maxim go--'needs
must when the devil drives.' There is really no possible contradiction
to offer to the accuracy of that statement. The devil drives the world,
whip in hand,--and oddly enough, (considering that some belated folk
still fancy there is a God somewhere) succeeds in managing his team
with extraordinary ease!" His brow clouded and the bitter lines about
his mouth deepened and hardened,--anon he laughed again lightly and
continued--"But let us not moralize,--morals sicken the soul both in
church and out of it,--every sensible man hates to be told what he
_could_ be and what he _won't_ be. I am here to make friends with you if
you permit,--and to put an end to ceremony, will you accompany me back
to my hotel where I have ordered supper?"
By this time I had become indescribably fascinated by his easy manner,
handsome presence and mellifluous voice,--the satirical turn of his
humour suited mine,--I felt we should get on well together,--and my
first annoyance at being discovered by him in such poverty-stricken
circumstances somewhat abated.
"With pleasure!" I replied--"But first of all, you must allow me to
explain matters a little. You have heard a good deal about my affairs
from my friend John Carrington, and I know from his private letter to me
that you have come here out of pure kindness and goodwill. For that
generous intention I thank you! I know you expected to find a poor
wretch of a literary man struggling with the direst circumstances of
disappointment and poverty,--and a couple of hours ago you would have
amply fulfilled that expectation. But now, things have changed,--I have
received news which completely alters my position,--in fact I have had a
very great and remarkable surprise this evening...."
"An agreeable one I trust?" interposed my companion suavely.
I smiled.
"Judge for yourself!" And I handed him the lawyer's letter which
informed me of my suddenly acquired fortune.
He glanced it through rapidly,--then folded and returned it to me with a
courteous bow.