The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"It is the fashion to blaspheme!" he said,--"A mark of brilliancy in
literature, and wit in society! I forgot! Pray go on,--if you did as
Christ suggested----"
"Yes,--if I gave half my goods to the poor, I should not be thanked for
it, or considered anything but a fool for my pains."
"You would wish to be thanked?" he said.
"Naturally! Most people like a little gratitude in return for benefits."
"They do. And the Creator, who is always giving, is supposed to like
gratitude also,"--he observed--"Nevertheless He seldom gets it!"
"I do not talk of hyperphysical nothingness,"--I said with
impatience--"I am speaking of the plain facts of this world and the
people who live in it. If one gives largely, one expects to be
acknowledged as generous,--but if I were to divide my fortune, and hand
half of it to the poor, the matter would be chronicled in about six
lines in one of the papers, and society would exclaim 'What a fool!'"
"Then let us talk no more about it,"--said Lucio, his brows clearing,
and his eyes gathering again their wonted light of mockery and
mirth--"Having won the Derby, you have really done all a
nineteenth-century civilization expects you to do, and for your reward,
you will be in universal demand everywhere. You may hope soon to dine at
Marlborough House,--and a little back-stair influence and political
jobbery will work you into the Cabinet if you care for it. Did I not
tell you I would set you up as successfully as the bear who has reached
the bun on the top of the slippery pole, a spectacle for the envy of men
and the wonder of angels? Well, there you are!--triumphant!--a great
creature Geoffrey!--in fact, you are the greatest product of the age, a
man with five millions and owner of the Derby-winner! What is the glory
of intellect compared to such a position as yours! Men envy you,--and as
for angels,--if there are any,--you may be sure they _do_ wonder! A
man's fame guaranteed by a horse, is something indeed to make an angel
stare!"
He laughed uproariously, and from that day he never spoke again of his
singular proposition that I should 'part with him,' and let the "nobler"
nature in me have its way. I was not to know then that he had staked a
chance upon my soul and lost it,--and that from henceforward he took a
determined course with me, implacably on to the appalling end.