The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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white against draperies of dark purple velvet,--below it, on a silver
bracket, was an hour-glass through which the sand was running in
glistening grains, and round the entire little shrine was written in
letters of gold "Now is the acceptable time!"--the word 'Now' being in
larger characters than the rest. 'Now' was evidently Mavis's motto,--to
lose no moment, but to work, to pray, to love, to hope, to thank God and
be glad for life, all in the 'Now'--and neither to regret the past nor
forebode the future, but simply do the best that could be done, and
leave all else in child-like confidence to the Divine Will. I got up
restlessly,--the sight of the crucifix curiously annoyed me;--and I
followed the path my wife and Mavis had taken through the garden. I
found them looking in at the cage of the 'Athenæum' owls,--the
owl-in-chief being as usual puffed out with his own importance, and
swelling visibly with indignation and excess of feather. Sibyl turned as
she saw me,--her face was bright and smiling.
"Miss Clare has very strong opinions of her own, Geoffrey," she
said--"She is not as much captivated by Prince Rimânez as most people
are,--in fact, she has just confided to me that she does not quite like
him."
Mavis blushed, but her eyes met mine with fearless candour.
"It is wrong to say what one thinks, I know,--" she murmured in somewhat
troubled accents--"And it is a dreadful fault of mine. Please forgive me
Mr Tempest! You tell me the prince is your greatest friend,--and I
assure you I was immensely impressed by his appearance when I first saw
him, ... but afterwards, ... after I had studied him a little, the
conviction was borne in upon me that he was not altogether what he
seemed."
"That is exactly what he says of himself,"--I answered, laughing a
little--"He has a mystery I believe,--and he has promised to clear it up
for me some day. But I'm sorry you don't like him, Miss Clare,--for he
likes you."
"Perhaps when I meet him again my ideas may be different"--said Mavis
gently--"at present, ... well,--do not let us talk of it any
more,--indeed I feel I have been very rude to express any opinion at all
concerning one for whom you and Lady Sibyl have so great a regard. But
somehow I seemed impelled, almost against my will, to say what I did
just now."
Her soft eyes looked pained and puzzled, and to relieve her and change
the subject, I asked if she was writing anything new.
"Oh yes,"--she replied--"It would never do for me to be idle. The public
are very kind to me,--and no sooner have they read one thing of mine
than they clamour for another, so I am kept very busy."
"And what of the critics?" I asked, with a good deal of curiosity.
She laughed.