The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"You terrify me!" she faltered,--and as the moonlight fell upon
her I could see that she was very pale--"Such promises are
incredible--impossible! You speak as if you were more than human! I do
not understand you, Prince Rimânez,--you are different to anyone I ever
met, and ... and ... something in me stronger than myself warns me
against you. What are you?--why do you talk to me so strangely? Pardon
me if I seem ungrateful ..., oh, let us go in--it is getting quite late
I am sure, and I am cold ..."
She trembled violently, and caught at the branch of a tree to steady
herself,--Rimânez stood immovably still, regarding her with a fixed and
almost mournful gaze.
"You say my life is lonely,"--she went on reluctantly and with a note of
pathos in her sweet voice--"and you suggest love and marriage as the
only joys that can make a woman happy. You may be right. I do not
presume to assert that you are wrong. I have many married
women-friends--but I would not change my lot with any one of them. I
have dreamed of love,--but because I have not realized my dream I am not
the less content. If it is God's will that I should be alone all my
days, I shall not murmur, for _my_ solitude is not actual loneliness.
Work is a good comrade,--then I have books, and flowers and birds--I am
never really lonely. And that I shall fully realize my dream of love one
day I am sure,--if not here, then hereafter. I can wait!"
As she spoke, she looked up to the placid heavens where one or two stars
twinkled through the arching boughs,--her face expressed angelic
confidence and perfect peace,--and Rimânez advancing a step or two,
fully confronted her with a strange light of exultation in his eyes.