The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
I pressed it
nervously,--the light blazed forth through the rose-tinted shells which
shaded its dazzling clearness, and showed me where I stood, ... within
an arm's length of a strange, stiff white creature that sat staring at
itself in the silver-framed mirror with wide-open, fixed and glassy
eyes!
"Sibyl!" I gasped--"My wife ... ! ..." but the words died chokingly in my
throat. Was it indeed my wife?--this frozen statue of a woman, watching
her own impassive image thus intently? I looked upon her
wonderingly,--doubtingly,--as if she were some stranger;--it took me
time to recognize her features, and the bronze-gold darkness of her long
hair which fell loosely about her in a lavish wealth of rippling waves,
... her left hand hung limply over the arm of the chair in which, like
some carven ivory goddess, she sat enthroned,--and tremblingly, slowly,
reluctantly, I advanced and took that hand. Cold as ice it lay in my
palm much as though it were a waxen model of itself;--it glittered with
jewels,--and I studied every ring upon it with a curious, dull
pertinacity, like one who seeks a clue to identity. That large turquoise
in a diamond setting was a marriage-gift from a duchess,--that opal her
father gave her,--the lustrous circle of sapphires and brilliants
surmounting her wedding-ring was my gift,--that ruby I seemed to
know,----well, well! what a mass of sparkling value wasted on such
fragile clay! I peered into her face,--then at the reflection of that
face in the mirror,--and again I grew perplexed,--was it, could it be
Sibyl after all? Sibyl was beautiful,--_this_ dead thing had a devilish
smile on its blue, parted lips, and frenzied horror in its eyes!
Suddenly something tense in my brain seemed to snap and give
way,--dropping the chill fingers I held, I cried aloud--
"Mavis! Mavis Clare!"
In a moment she was with me,--in a glance she comprehended all. Falling
on her knees by the dead woman she broke into a passion of weeping.
"Oh, poor girl!" she cried--"Oh, poor, unhappy, misguided girl!"
I stared at her gloomily. It seemed to me very strange that she should
weep for sorrows not her own. There was a fire in my brain,--a confused
trouble in my thoughts,--I looked at my dead wife with her fixed gaze
and evil smile, sitting rigidly upright, and robed in the mocking sheen
of her rose-silk peignoir, showered with old lace, after the costliest
of Paris fashions,--then at the living, tender-souled, earnest creature,
famed for her genius throughout the world, who knelt on the ground,
sobbing over the stiffening hand on which so many rare gems glistened
derisively,--and an impulse rose in me stronger than myself, moving me
to wild and clamorous speech.