The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"Get up, Mavis!" I cried--"Do not kneel there! Go,--go out of this
room,--out of my sight! You do not know what she was--this woman whom I
married,--I deemed her an angel, but she was a fiend,--yes, Mavis, a
fiend! Look at her, staring at her own image in the glass,--you cannot
call her beautiful--_now_! She smiles, you see,--just as she smiled last
night when, ... ah, you know nothing of last night! I tell you, go!" and
I stamped my foot almost furiously,--"This air is contaminated,--it
will poison you! The perfume of Paris and the effluvia of death
intermingled are sufficient to breed a pestilence! Go quickly,--inform
the household their mistress is dead,--have the blinds drawn down,--show
all the exterior signs of decent and fashionable woe!"--and I began
laughing deliriously--"Tell the servants they may count upon expensive
mourning,--for all that money can do shall be done in homage to King
Death! Let everyone in the place eat and drink as much as they can or
will,--and sleep, or chatter as such menials love to do, of hearses,
graves and sudden disasters;--but let _me_ be left alone,--alone with
_her_;--we have much to say to one another!"
White and trembling, Mavis rose up and stood gazing at me in fear and
pity.
"Alone? ..." she faltered--"You are not fit to be alone!"
"No, I am not fit to be, but I must be,"--I rejoined quickly and
harshly--"This woman and I loved--after the manner of brutes, and were
wedded or rather mated in a similar manner, though an archbishop blessed
the pairing, and called upon Heaven to witness its sanctity! Yet we
parted ill friends,--and dead though she is, I choose to pass the night
with her,--I shall learn much knowledge from her silence! To-morrow the
grave and the servants of the grave may claim her, but to-night she is
mine!"
The girl's sweet eyes brimmed over with tears.
"Oh you are too distracted to know what you are saying," she
murmured--"You do not even try to discover how she died!"
"That is easy enough to guess,"--I answered quickly, and I took up a
small dark-coloured bottle labelled 'Poison' which I had already
perceived on the toilet-table--"This is uncorked and empty. What it
contained I do not know,--but there must be an inquest of
course,--people must be allowed to make money for themselves out of her
ladyship's rash act! And see there,--" here I pointed to some loose
sheets of note-paper covered with writing, and partially concealed by a
filmy lace handkerchief which had evidently been hastily thrown across
them, and a pen and inkstand close by--"There is some admirable reading
prepared for me doubtless!--the last message from the beloved dead is
sacred, Mavis Clare; surely you, a writer of tender romances, can
realize this!--and realizing it, you will do as I ask you,--leave me!"
She looked at me in deep compassion, and slowly turned to go.
"God help you!" she said sobbingly--"God console you!"