The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
And I gathered up the written sheets of note-paper in one hand, feeling
them rather than seeing them, for my eyes were fixed on the pallid
corpse in its rose-silk 'negligée' and jewels, that gazed at itself so
pertinaciously in the shining mirror. I drew a chair close to it, and
sat down, observing likewise the reflection of my own haggard face in
the glass beside that of the self-murdered woman. Turning presently, I
began to scrutinize my immovable companion more closely--and perceived
that she was very lightly clothed,--under the silk peignoir there was
only a flowing white garment of soft fine material lavishly embroidered,
through which the statuesque contour of her rigid limbs could be
distinctly seen. Stooping, I felt her heart,--I knew it was pulseless;
yet I half imagined I should feel its beat. As I withdrew my hand,
something scaly and glistening caught my eye, and looking I perceived
Lucio's marriage-gift circling her waist,--the flexible emerald snake
with its diamond crest and ruby eyes. It fascinated me,----coiled round
that dead body it seemed alive and sentient,--if it had lifted its
glittering head and hissed at me I should scarcely have been surprised.
I sat back for a moment in my chair, almost as rigid as the corpse
beside me,--I stared again, as the corpse stared always, into the mirror
which pictured us both, we 'twain in one,' as the sentimentalists aver
of wedded folk, though in truth it often happens that there are no two
creatures in the world more widely separated than husband and wife. I
heard stealthy movements and suppressed whisperings in the passage
outside, and guessed that some of the servants were there watching and
waiting,--but I cared nothing for that. I was absorbed in the ghastly
night interview I had planned for myself, and I so entered into the
spirit of the thing, that I turned on all the electric lamps in the
room, besides lighting two tall clusters of shaded candles on either
side of the toilet-table. When all the surroundings were thus rendered
as brilliant as possible, so that the corpse looked more livid and
ghastly by comparison, I seated myself once more, and prepared to read
the last message of the dead.
"Now Sibyl,"--I muttered, leaning forward a little, and noting with a
morbid interest that the jaws of the corpse had relaxed a little within
the last few minutes, and that the smile on the face was therefore more
hideous--"Confess your sins!--for I am here to listen. Such dumb,
impressive eloquence as yours deserves attention!"
A gust of wind fled round the house with a wailing cry,--the windows
shook, and the candles flickered. I waited till every sound had died
away, and then--with a glance at my dead wife, under the sudden
impression that she had heard what I said, and knew what I was doing, I
began to read.
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