The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
John Stuart Mill · en
"Breakers ahead!" This was followed by peals of discordant laughter.
Terrified, I strained my ears for every sound,--and all at once some-one
spoke to me quite closely, as though the very darkness around me had
found a tongue.
"Breakers ahead! Throughout the world, storm and danger and doom! Doom
and Death!--but afterwards--Life!"
A certain intonation in these words filled me with such frantic horror
that I fell on my knees in abject misery, and almost prayed to the God I
had through all my life disbelieved in and denied. But I was too mad
with fear to find words;--the dense blackness,--the horrid uproar of the
wind and sea,--the infuriated and confused shouting,--all this was to my
mind as though hell itself had broken loose, and I could only kneel
dumbly and tremble. Suddenly a swirling sound as of an approaching
monstrous whirlwind made itself heard above all the rest of the din,--a
sound that gradually resolved itself into a howling chorus of thousands
of voices sweeping along on the gusty blast,----fierce cries were
mingled with the jarring thunder, and I leapt erect as I caught the
words of the clangorous shout--
"AVE SATHANAS! AVE!"
Rigidly upright, with limbs stiffening for sheer terror, I stood
listening,--the waves seemed to roar "AVE SATHANAS!"--the wind shrieked
it to the thunder,--the lightning wrote it in a snaky line of fire on
the darkness "AVE SATHANAS!" My brain swam round and grew full to
bursting,--I was going mad,--raving mad surely!--or why should I thus
distinctly hear such unmeaning sounds as these? With a sudden access of
superhuman force I threw the whole weight of my body against the door of
my cabin in a delirious effort to break it open,--it yielded
slightly,--and I prepared myself for another rush and similar
attempt,--when all at once it was flung widely back, admitting a stream
of pale light, and Lucio, wrapped in heavy shrouding garments,
confronted me.
"Follow me, Geoffrey Tempest,--" he said in low clear tones--"Your time
has come!"
As he spoke, all self-possession deserted me,--the terrors of the storm,
and now the terror of his presence, overwhelmed my strength, and I
stretched out my hands to him appealingly, unknowing what I did or said.
"For God's sake...!" I began wildly.
He silenced me by an imperious gesture.
"Spare me your prayers! For God's sake, for your own sake, and for mine!
Follow!"