The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"_You_ say that!" I exclaimed in acute anguish,--"_you_ say it--seeing
me thus! I thought you were my friend!"
He looked full at me, ... his eyes grew large and luminous with a
splendour of scorn, passion and sorrow intermingled.
"Did you?" and again the terrific smile lit up his pale features,--"You
were mistaken! _I am your Enemy!_"
A dreadful silence followed. Something lurid and unearthly in his
expression appalled me, ... I trembled and grew cold with fear.
Mechanically I replaced the pistol in its case,----then I gazed up at
him with a vacant wonder and wild piteousness, seeing that his dark and
frowning figure seemed to increase in stature, towering above me like
the gigantic shadow of a storm-cloud! My blood froze with an unnameable
sickening terror, ... then, thick darkness veiled my sight, and I
dropped down senseless!
XL
Thunder and wild tumult,--the glare of lightning,--the shattering roar
of great waves leaping mountains high and hissing asunder in
mid-air,--to this fierce riot of savage elements let loose in a whirling
boisterous dance of death, I woke at last with a convulsive shock.
Staggering to my feet I stood in the black obscurity of my cabin, trying
to rally my scattered forces,--the electric lamps were extinguished, and
the lightning alone illumined the sepulchral darkness. Frantic shoutings
echoed above me on deck,--fiend-like yells that sounded now like
triumph, now like despair, and again like menace,--the yacht leaped to
and fro like a hunted stag amid the furious billows, and every frightful
crash of thunder threatened, as it seemed, to split her in twain. The
wind howled like a devil in torment,--it screamed and moaned and sobbed
as though endowed with a sentient body that suffered acutest
agony,--anon it rushed downwards with an angry swoop as of wide-flapping
wings, and at each raging gust I thought the vessel must surely founder.
Forgetting everything but immediate personal danger, I tried to open my
door. It was locked outside!--I was a prisoner! My indignation at this
discovery exceeded every other feeling, and beating with both hands on
the wooden panels, I called, I shouted, I threatened, I swore,----all in
vain! Thrown down twice by the topsy-turvey lurching of the yacht, I
still kept up a desperate hammering and calling, striving to raise my
voice above the distracting pandemonium of noise that seemed to possess
the ship from end to end, but all to no purpose,--and finally, hoarse
and exhausted, I stopped and leaned against the unyielding door to
recover breath and strength. The storm appeared to be increasing in
force and clamour,--the lightning was well-nigh incessant, and the
clattering thunder followed each flash so instantaneously as to leave no
doubt but that it was immediately above us. I listened,--and presently
heard a frenzied cry--