The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"I think I was born to be an actor"--he said carelessly--"Now and then
the love of declamation masters me. Then I speak--as Prime Ministers and
men in Parliament speak--to suit the humour of the hour, and without
meaning a single word I say!"
"I cannot accept that statement"--I answered him, smiling a little--"You
do mean what you say,--though I fancy you are rather a creature of
impulse."
"Do you really!" he exclaimed--"How wise of you!--good Geoffrey Tempest,
how very wise of you! But you are wrong. There never was a being created
who was less impulsive, or more charged with set purpose than I. Believe
me or not as you like,--belief is a sentiment that cannot be forced. If
I told you that I am a dangerous companion,--that I like evil things
better than good,--that I am not a safe guide for any man, what would
you think?"
"I should think you were whimsically fond of under-estimating your own
qualities"--I said, re-lighting my cigar, and feeling somewhat amused by
his earnestness--"And I should like you just as well as I do
now,--perhaps better,--though that would be difficult."
At these words, he seated himself, bending his steadfast dark eyes full
upon me.
"Tempest, you follow the fashion of the prettiest women about
town,--they always like the greatest scoundrels!"
"But you are not a scoundrel;"--I rejoined, smoking peacefully.
"No,--I'm not a scoundrel, but there's a good deal of the devil in me."
"All the better!" I said, stretching myself out in my chair with lazy
comfort--"I hope there's something of him in me too."
"Do you believe in him?" asked Rimânez smiling.
"The devil? of course not!"