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In the minister’s pew, a little way to the left of the front of the
pulpit, sat a pale and faded ghost of a woman. She sat in the middle
of the pew, and on her right, looking very uneasy in tight jackets and
broad white collars, sat five stout boys. On her left, in stiffly
starched sun-bonnets and white aprons, were four print and meek-faced
girls. Mrs. Holworthy was looking more than commonly pale and fragile
on this particular May morning. The delicate blue veins in her white
throat and in her slender wrists showed plainly. Two or three times
that morning Mr. Holworthy had sent peremptory word out from his
study that the children must be kept more quiet, as he was putting
the finishing touches on his great sermon, “Love worketh no ill to
his neighbour.” Two or three times that morning, while undergoing the
fatigues of preparing the children for church, Mrs. Holworthy had
stopped with a sudden fainting and fluttering at her heart. And now,
while she turned her white, patient face toward the pulpit, strange
fancies began to crowd her mind, interrupted only when Mr. Holworthy,
in rounding off one of his turgid periods, brought out with extra force
the beautiful words of St. Paul, “Love worketh no ill to his neighbour.”
In Mrs. Holworthy’s fancy, she seemed to see herself as she was at
eighteen, a joyous care-free girl, with many tastes for art and books,
and high companionships and charity, and great and noble deeds. Life,
then, had stretched before her like a flower-strewn pathway, not
devoid of suffering and sacrifice, to be sure, but the suffering and
the sacrifice were to have had the sweetness and recompense of being
her chosen own, freely accepted and joyfully submitted to with the
sublime consciousness of her own soul’s development thereby.