The Sinclairs spent two weeks in Natal after the wedding. It was Esme's
idea to go to Durban for the brief holiday, which was all the leave
George could obtain. Sinclair himself had no preference; any place, so
long as he had Esme with him, would have seemed Eden to him. He was
extravagantly happy. The wish of his heart was realised. The
intervening years of bitterness and regret and jealousy were forgotten
in the supreme satisfaction of possession. The woman whom he had
married was his girl sweetheart, to whom he had remained faithful
through long years of disappointment and hopeless longing. There had
never been, never could have been, any one else for him. Now that she
was his wife, he set himself to the task of teaching her to forget the
man whose influence, dead even as when he had been alive, interposed
between them. He was determined to win her love, all her love; the
strength of his steadfast devotion insisted on a like response. She was
very sweet to him, very gracious and kind in manner: time, he believed,
would give him his desire. He must have patience, be content to wait.
He had waited so long to win her that this further waiting appeared a
small matter compared with what he had endured. With her beside him
everything seemed possible, and life was a succession of glad and
perfect days.
They spent an ideal fortnight together. Neither referred to it as a
honeymoon: it was just a holiday, a pleasant period of sight-seeing and
excursions, of bathing and dancing and strolling together in the
moonlight. Unconsciously they recovered something of the youth they had
been allowing to slip past them unheeded, and realised with a sort of
surprise the leaven of frivolity hidden beneath their more serious
qualities.
If Esme did not find the same deep happiness which she had known in her
life with Paul Hallam, she was at least care free. George was a normal
healthy-minded mail, popular with his fellows, and possessed of keen
powers of appreciation and enjoyment; and he succeeded, in rousing her
to a new interest in things. His devotion touched her deeply. She
began to realise that without being passionately in love, it was
possible to love tenderly. Her life with George promised to be a
satisfying and peaceful one. She resolved that as far as it lay in her
power she would make him happy.