Strangely, at the time of Hallam's sailing and during the weeks the
voyage occupied, Esme was troubled with dreams of him. Night after
night she woke trembling in the darkness, with the vision, which sleep
had brought to her lingering in her imagination, of Paul standing before
her and gazing at her and turning away from her. Always the dream was
the same. Suddenly the vision would appear; his eyes would gaze into
her eyes, then abruptly he would turn about; and she would wake to
darkness, to the stillness of the night, and to her own nervous fears.
Why should the dream haunt her now, when she was learning to forget?
And Hallam, on board the ship which steered its difficult course slowly
to avoid the danger of floating mines, looked across the blue waste of
waters with the image of his wife's face ever before him, and the
thought of her in his mind during every wakeful hour. He, too, awoke in
the night, thinking of her, and lay awake in the darkness to the sound
of the swish of the waves, picturing his return and the wonderful
gladness he anticipated as shining in her eyes at sight of him. All the
distress and horror of the past would be wiped out and forgotten in the
happiness of their reunion. He would never again give her cause for a
moment's anxiety. He would fill her life with love; there should be
nothing to give her sorrow any more.
Slowly the blue distance which separated them narrowed, narrowed until
the land came within sight, mistily, like a cloud against the deep azure
of the sky, a cloud which resolved itself into a square mass of rock,
blue-grey in the sunlight which shone upon the city at the base of the
mountain, shone upon the sea, lit everything with a blaze of golden
light. The ship glided past the breakwater into dock.
Hallam was among the first to go ashore. Before sailing he had cabled
to his solicitor to inform him that he was coming out. He drove now
direct to the lawyer's office. He wanted news of his wife before seeing
her, wanted to glean some idea as to what his long absence and
unaccountable silence was attributed to; whether Esme and others
supposed him to be dead; in which event it might be inadvisable to
appear before her suddenly and without any preparation.
The reception which he received from his man of business and one-time
friend surprised him. Mr Huntley, of the firm of Huntley and Thorne,
was manifestly embarrassed by the sight of his former client, whom he
interviewed in his private office, after issuing the strictest orders
against interruption. His obvious nervousness, and the absence of any
sign of welcome in his manner, impressed Hallam oddly. Had the man been
guilty of embezzling trust money, which Hallam knew him to be incapable
of, he could not have betrayed greater dismay at the meeting.