The Stronger Influence — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Stronger Influence
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"No great likelihood of that," he returned. "They are no, more keen
than you are for an encounter. I wish you would let me take you there
to-morrow. We could start after lunch. It's the coolest spot in which
to spend a hot afternoon. But you mustn't play tennis beforehand: it's
quite a good stretch. Will you come?"
Looking up to answer in the affirmative, she became aware as they
approached the stoep of the presence in his customary seat near the
entrance of the man who excited her curiosity and her sympathy in equal
degrees.
"Who is that?" she asked her companion.
He glanced towards the object of her inquiry; and instantly on
perceiving the expression in his eyes she regretted having asked the
question.
"That! Oh! that's Hallam--an awful rotter. Drinks like a fish. I've
not seen him drunk, but I believe he never goes to bed sober."
"I wish you hadn't told me that," she said in a voice that was blank
with disappointment.
He stared at her in surprise and changed colour slightly as a man might
do who is conscious of being rebuked.
"Perhaps I should have left you to discover it for yourself," he
replied. "But it's common knowledge. He doesn't trouble to conceal the
weakness. The odd part of it is I have never seen him drink anything
stronger than milk and soda. But the thing is obvious enough. He
soaks. I don't suppose there are two people in the hotel with whom he
troubles to exchange a remark."
This speech let in a big ray of light upon her understanding. It became
abruptly as clear as the daylight why this man shrunk from intercourse
with every one, why he had seemed to shun her society, to almost resent
her attempts to converse. She wondered whether her new acquaintance,
whose name was Sinclair, had noticed the incident at the breakfast-table
and deliberately offered this information with the purpose of putting
her on her guard. If this were the case she determined to show him that
she did not need advice.
She walked on in silence, and stepped on to the stoep alone, and paused
beside the chair of the man whom they had been discussing and smiled
down at him. He gazed back at her, surprise and uncertainty struggling
in his look.
"I'm so hot," she said. "We've been playing tennis. You look cool
sitting there."
He rose awkwardly to his feet, and stood with his hand resting on the
back of the chair, and regarded her steadily.
"It is cool here," he said. "Take my seat. You have done more to earn
the right to it than I have."
"Thank you, no. It's a shame to disturb you. I'm going inside to
change."
"That's the second change this morning," he said, his eyes on her face.
She laughed brightly.
"It's something to do," she replied.
"Yes," he said.