As Hallam looked down on the white face, with the eyes closed, and the
dark lashes resting on the colourless cheeks, there came back very
vividly to his memory a picture of his wife lying senseless at the foot
of the stairs, and the horror which had gripped his heart at the sight
of her lying thus, the remorse and the self-accusation which had all but
unhinged his reason. In recalling these painful memories he felt his
heart softening towards her; the jealousy which had embittered his
thoughts of her yielded to the more generous instincts of love and a
pitiful tenderness, which desired only to shield her from the distress
and embarrassment of her position.
Fate had resolved the point as to whether she should know of his return;
the responsibility of decision had been lifted from his shoulders. At
least his presence had been the means of saving her from a dreadful and
violent death. It was horrible to contemplate what might have happened
had he not been on the spot.
Deliberately he moved away from the door and approached the unconscious
figure lying on the pile of evil-smelling hides. For a while he
remained standing, looking down on the quiet form; then he took a seat
on the hides and sat still and watched for a sign of returning
consciousness. As soon as she was equal to walking he meant to take her
to Jim Bainbridge's office. He was not satisfied of their safety while
they remained where they were.
Esme recovered from her faint to find him seated beside her, watching
her with those keen eyes which seemed to search her soul. She lay still
for a while, staring back at him, too bewildered to realise at once
where she was and what had happened. Then abruptly memory came sweeping
back in a confusing rush, and the events immediately preceding her swoon
crowded into her mind. She sat up; and the man and the woman looked
steadily at one another.
"Paul!" she whispered.
"Esme!"
Her eyes filled with tears.
"Oh, my dear! Oh, my dear!" she wailed.
She broke down and cried uncontrollably. He made no move to comfort
her, or to attempt explanations; he let her cry; tears were more often a
relief than otherwise. And there was nothing he could find to say.
There was nothing, it seemed to him, to be said. Matters had reached a
deadlock. Here they were, husband and wife, together after long years
of separation; and, dividing them more effectually than the years, was
the fact of Esme's second marriage and the existence of her child.
Presently she looked up at him through her tears with eyes that were
infinitely sad, that held, too, in their look an expression of yearning
tenderness for this man, whom she had loved in the past, whom she still
loved better than any one in the world. The sight of him brought back
so many memories of the happiness which their great love for one another
had put into their lives. Why had she forgotten? The memory of the
beauty of their love should have satisfied her. What had she done by
forgetting so soon?