The Trimmed Lamp, and Other Stories of the Four Million — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Trimmed Lamp, and Other Stories of the Four Million
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On Broadway Raggles, successful suitor of many cities, stood, bashful,
like any country swain. For the first time he experienced the poignant
humiliation of being ignored. And when he tried to reduce this
brilliant, swiftly changing, ice-cold city to a formula he failed
utterly. Poet though he was, it offered him no color similes, no points
of comparison, no flaw in its polished facets, no handle by which he
could hold it up and view its shape and structure, as he familiarly and
often contemptuously had done with other towns. The houses were
interminable ramparts loopholed for defense; the people were bright but
bloodless spectres passing in sinister and selfish array.
The thing that weighed heaviest on Raggles’s soul and clogged his
poet’s fancy was the spirit of absolute egotism that seemed to saturate
the people as toys are saturated with paint. Each one that he
considered appeared a monster of abominable and insolent conceit.
Humanity was gone from them; they were toddling idols of stone and
varnish, worshipping themselves and greedy for though oblivious of
worship from their fellow graven images. Frozen, cruel, implacable,
impervious, cut to an identical pattern, they hurried on their ways
like statues brought by some miracles to motion, while soul and feeling
lay unaroused in the reluctant marble.
Gradually Raggles became conscious of certain types. One was an elderly
gentleman with a snow-white, short beard, pink, unwrinkled face and
stony, sharp blue eyes, attired in the fashion of a gilded youth, who
seemed to personify the city’s wealth, ripeness and frigid unconcern.
Another type was a woman, tall, beautiful, clear as a steel engraving,
goddess-like, calm, clothed like the princesses of old, with eyes as
coldly blue as the reflection of sunlight on a glacier. And another was
a by-product of this town of marionettes—a broad, swaggering, grim,
threateningly sedate fellow, with a jowl as large as a harvested wheat
field, the complexion of a baptized infant and the knuckles of a
prize-fighter. This type leaned against cigar signs and viewed the
world with frappéd contumely.
A poet is a sensitive creature, and Raggles soon shrivelled in the
bleak embrace of the undecipherable. The chill, sphinx-like, ironical,
illegible, unnatural, ruthless expression of the city left him downcast
and bewildered. Had it no heart? Better the woodpile, the scolding of
vinegar-faced housewives at back doors, the kindly spleen of bartenders
behind provincial free-lunch counters, the amiable truculence of rural
constables, the kicks, arrests and happy-go-lucky chances of the other
vulgar, loud, crude cities than this freezing heartlessness.