The Trimmed Lamp, and Other Stories of the Four Million
John Stuart Mill · en
Mrs. Fink went up to her flat and had a little cry. It was a
meaningless cry, the kind of cry that only a woman knows about, a cry
from no particular cause, altogether an absurd cry; the most transient
and the most hopeless cry in the repertory of grief. Why had Martin
never thrashed her? He was as big and strong as Jack Cassidy. Did he
not care for her at all? He never quarrelled; he came home and lounged
about, silent, glum, idle. He was a fairly good provider, but he
ignored the spices of life.
Mrs. Fink’s ship of dreams was becalmed. Her captain ranged between
plum duff and his hammock. If only he would shiver his timbers or stamp
his foot on the quarter-deck now and then! And she had thought to sail
so merrily, touching at ports in the Delectable Isles! But now, to vary
the figure, she was ready to throw up the sponge, tired out, without a
scratch to show for all those tame rounds with her sparring partner.
For one moment she almost hated Mame—Mame, with her cuts and bruises,
her salve of presents and kisses; her stormy voyage with her fighting,
brutal, loving mate.
Mr. Fink came home at 7. He was permeated with the curse of
domesticity. Beyond the portals of his cozy home he cared not to roam,
to roam. He was the man who had caught the street car, the anaconda
that had swallowed its prey, the tree that lay as it had fallen.
“Like the supper, Mart?” asked Mrs. Fink, who had striven over it.
“M-m-m-yep,” grunted Mr. Fink.
After supper he gathered his newspapers to read. He sat in his stocking
feet.
Arise, some new Dante, and sing me the befitting corner of perdition
for the man who sitteth in the house in his stockinged feet. Sisters of
Patience who by reason of ties or duty have endured it in silk, yarn,
cotton, lisle thread or woollen—does not the new canto belong?
The next day was Labor Day. The occupations of Mr. Cassidy and Mr. Fink
ceased for one passage of the sun. Labor, triumphant, would parade and
otherwise disport itself.
Mrs. Fink took Mrs. Cassidy’s pattern down early. Mame had on her new
silk waist. Even her damaged eye managed to emit a holiday gleam. Jack
was fruitfully penitent, and there was a hilarious scheme for the day
afoot, with parks and picnics and Pilsener in it.
A rising, indignant jealousy seized Mrs. Fink as she returned to her
flat above. Oh, happy Mame, with her bruises and her quick-following
balm! But was Mame to have a monopoly of happiness? Surely Martin Fink
was as good a man as Jack Cassidy. Was his wife to go always
unbelabored and uncaressed? A sudden, brilliant, breathless idea came
to Mrs. Fink. She would show Mame that there were husbands as able to
use their fists and perhaps to be as tender afterward as any Jack.
The holiday promised to be a nominal one with the Finks. Mrs. Fink had
the stationary washtubs in the kitchen filled with a two weeks’ wash
that had been soaking overnight. Mr. Fink sat in his stockinged feet
reading a newspaper. Thus Labor Day presaged to speed.