The Trimmed Lamp, and Other Stories of the Four Million — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Trimmed Lamp, and Other Stories of the Four Million
John Stuart Mill · en
Truly it would have taken a philosopher to decide upon the values of
the theories held by the two friends. Lou, lacking that certain pride
and fastidiousness that keeps stores and desks filled with girls
working for the barest living, thumped away gaily with her iron in the
noisy and stifling laundry. Her wages supported her even beyond the
point of comfort; so that her dress profited until sometimes she cast a
sidelong glance of impatience at the neat but inelegant apparel of
Dan—Dan the constant, the immutable, the undeviating.
As for Nancy, her case was one of tens of thousands. Silk and jewels
and laces and ornaments and the perfume and music of the fine world of
good-breeding and taste—these were made for woman; they are her
equitable portion. Let her keep near them if they are a part of life to
her, and if she will. She is no traitor to herself, as Esau was; for
she keeps her birthright and the pottage she earns is often very scant.
In this atmosphere Nancy belonged; and she throve in it and ate her
frugal meals and schemed over her cheap dresses with a determined and
contented mind. She already knew woman; and she was studying man, the
animal, both as to his habits and eligibility. Some day she would bring
down the game that she wanted; but she promised herself it would be
what seemed to her the biggest and the best, and nothing smaller.
Thus she kept her lamp trimmed and burning to receive the bridegroom
when he should come.
But, another lesson she learned, perhaps unconsciously. Her standard of
values began to shift and change. Sometimes the dollar-mark grew
blurred in her mind’s eye, and shaped itself into letters that spelled
such words as “truth” and “honor” and now and then just “kindness.” Let
us make a likeness of one who hunts the moose or elk in some mighty
wood. He sees a little dell, mossy and embowered, where a rill
trickles, babbling to him of rest and comfort. At these times the spear
of Nimrod himself grows blunt.
So, Nancy wondered sometimes if Persian lamb was always quoted at its
market value by the hearts that it covered.
One Thursday evening Nancy left the store and turned across Sixth
Avenue westward to the laundry. She was expected to go with Lou and Dan
to a musical comedy.
Dan was just coming out of the laundry when she arrived. There was a
queer, strained look on his face.
“I thought I would drop around to see if they had heard from her,” he
said.
“Heard from who?” asked Nancy. “Isn’t Lou there?”
“I thought you knew,” said Dan. “She hasn’t been here or at the house
where she lived since Monday. She moved all her things from there. She
told one of the girls in the laundry she might be going to Europe.”
“Hasn’t anybody seen her anywhere?” asked Nancy.
Dan looked at her with his jaws set grimly, and a steely gleam in his
steady gray eyes.