The Trimmed Lamp, and Other Stories of the Four Million — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Trimmed Lamp, and Other Stories of the Four Million
John Stuart Mill · en
After the doctor had gone Sue went into the workroom and cried a
Japanese napkin to a pulp. Then she swaggered into Johnsy’s room with
her drawing board, whistling ragtime.
Johnsy lay, scarcely making a ripple under the bedclothes, with her
face toward the window. Sue stopped whistling, thinking she was asleep.
She arranged her board and began a pen-and-ink drawing to illustrate a
magazine story. Young artists must pave their way to Art by drawing
pictures for magazine stories that young authors write to pave their
way to Literature.
As Sue was sketching a pair of elegant horseshow riding trousers and a
monocle on the figure of the hero, an Idaho cowboy, she heard a low
sound, several times repeated. She went quickly to the bedside.
Johnsy’s eyes were open wide. She was looking out the window and
counting—counting backward.
“Twelve,” she said, and a little later “eleven;” and then “ten,” and
“nine;” and then “eight” and “seven,” almost together.
Sue looked solicitously out the window. What was there to count? There
was only a bare, dreary yard to be seen, and the blank side of the
brick house twenty feet away. An old, old ivy vine, gnarled and decayed
at the roots, climbed half way up the brick wall. The cold breath of
autumn had stricken its leaves from the vine until its skeleton
branches clung, almost bare, to the crumbling bricks.
“What is it, dear?” asked Sue.
“Six,” said Johnsy, in almost a whisper. “They’re falling faster now.
Three days ago there were almost a hundred. It made my head ache to
count them. But now it’s easy. There goes another one. There are only
five left now.”
“Five what, dear. Tell your Sudie.”
“Leaves. On the ivy vine. When the last one falls I must go, too. I’ve
known that for three days. Didn’t the doctor tell you?”
“Oh, I never heard of such nonsense,” complained Sue, with magnificent
scorn. “What have old ivy leaves to do with your getting well? And you
used to love that vine so, you naughty girl. Don’t be a goosey. Why,
the doctor told me this morning that your chances for getting well real
soon were—let’s see exactly what he said—he said the chances were ten
to one! Why, that’s almost as good a chance as we have in New York when
we ride on the street cars or walk past a new building. Try to take
some broth now, and let Sudie go back to her drawing, so she can sell
the editor man with it, and buy port wine for her sick child, and pork
chops for her greedy self.”
“You needn’t get any more wine,” said Johnsy, keeping her eyes fixed
out the window. “There goes another. No, I don’t want any broth. That
leaves just four. I want to see the last one fall before it gets dark.
Then I’ll go, too.”
“Johnsy, dear,” said Sue, bending over her, “will you promise me to
keep your eyes closed, and not look out the window until I am done
working? I must hand those drawings in by to-morrow. I need the light,
or I would draw the shade down.”
“Couldn’t you draw in the other room?” asked Johnsy, coldly.