The Triumph of Jill — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Triumph of Jill
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"Don't mention it," she answered promptly. "I wasn't surprised in the
least; I have felt that way myself sometimes--just at first, you know."
He stared rather. Not being acquainted with the quality and thickness
of the lath and plaster of that locality, he did not connect her speech
with the mild ejaculation that had apprised her of the fact that he had
reached the top, and had mounted those stairs for the first time, and he
rather inclined to the belief that he had chanced upon a lunatic.
"I was informed that Miss Erskine lives here," he continued, glancing at
the palette and mhalstick in her hand, which in her haste she had
forgotten to put down. Instantly she perceived that he had not followed
her train of thought, and regretted her former speech. Then she said
"Oh!" because she did not know what else to say, and felt glad that she
had a fire.
"Won't you come inside?" she asked.
He took her for one of Miss Erskine's pupils, and followed her in
silence. She shut the door behind him, and then he saw that there was
no one else in the room.
"The--the servant,"--he had narrowly escaped saying `slavey'--"told me
to come straight up," he went on explanatorily, "she said Miss Erskine
was in. Can I see her if she is not engaged?"
Jill smiled a little bitterly. Engaged!
"I am Miss Erskine," she answered with a touch of dignity that sat very
quaintly on her, for she was small, and, in her black dress with the big
white painting apron falling straight from the yoke like a child's
pinafore, looked ridiculously school-girlish and young; in addition to
which she wore her hair in a plait, the end doubled underneath and tied
with a black velvet bow. No wonder that he had taken her for a pupil.
The information seemed to surprise him, and he regarded her somewhat
dubiously for a moment. Then he bowed.
"I am fortunate to find you disengaged," he said.
"_I_ should be fortunate if you had found me otherwise," Jill answered
ruefully, but he did not smile; probably he considered her flippant.
"I read your advertisement in the paper a short while since," he
continued gravely, "and came to--" he hesitated, and glanced round the
room till his eye fell upon the canvas on which she was engaged, and the
sight of it seemed to decide him, "to enquire your terms. I wish to
study act."
Jill gasped. She had never connected him for a moment with the
advertisement; this was not the sort of applicant that she had expected
at all; the mere idea of teaching this dreadfully big young man appalled
her. Apparently the incongruity of the situation did not appeal to him,
or perhaps he was too much engrossed with the main object to think of
anything else; for he went on quite coolly as though her acceptance of
him as a pupil were a foregone conclusion.