The Triumph of Jill — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Triumph of Jill
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"No," interrupted Jill, "I won't come tumbling after. You can say that
I went on alone."
"But that's so unkind," he objected; "besides it doesn't rhyme."
"Oh! well," she answered after a pause devoted to thinking out a finish
to the verse, "put, `But Jill goes climbing ever.' That rhymes, and
it's true; I'm not going to stop in the valley trying to haul you up."
"You're a disagreeable little prig," he exclaimed. "I should as likely
as not be obliged to haul you."
"And I daresay you could manage that," she answered rubbing her cheek
against his coat sleeve; "you're big enough goodness knows. I should
like to be hauled up and have no more climbing to do, Jack; it would be
such a change. But that's too good to come true I'm afraid, it will
always be more kicks than coppers it seems to me."
"What do you mean?" asked St. John in astonishment. "There will be no
more kicks, Jill, when you are once married to me; I shall take all
those."
Jill went on caressing his coat sleeve vigorously, and her hand pressed
his with tender warmth.
"We shall never marry, Jack," she said; "we can't."
"Why?" he asked amazed.
"Because we can't live on love, dear; I never did like sweet things
much, and you don't like bread and cheese, and stout. I don't much
either; but I have to go in for it; it's cheap. Only now I do without
the stout--and the cheese also the last day or two."
"But, darling," he exclaimed, not quite certain whether she was joking
or not, "you are making troubles where they don't exist. There will be
no need to live on bread and cheese and affection--though I should be
equal to that even if necessary--I have five hundred a year from my
father, and he has promised to increase it when I marry."
"Providing you marry your cousin," Jill interposed. "He would certainly
decrease it if you married me. Oh! I know quite well all about it.
You forget that he called upon me; he told me so then. And though you
love me and I love you we shouldn't be such fools, Jack, as to marry on
nothing."
St. John looked glum. He entertained no doubt that his father had
resolved upon this plan of deterring him from marrying the girl he
wished to, and he determined to thwart him if possible.
"We could get married, and I could come and live here," he suggested
brilliantly, "and we could work together; that would be jolly."
Jill smiled at this proposal but shook her head decisively.
"It's no good; it wouldn't answer," she said. "We should fight
dreadfully in a month, and then the models would get smashed. And you'd
never earn anything at painting, you know; your pictures always require
explaining, and your figures are atrocious. I can't think why you will
persist in going in for the human form divine; it's most difficult; for
any fool can see when a figure's out of drawing except the one who draws
it, and you never will learn that green isn't a becoming tint for flesh
even in the deep shadows."