"Yes," he said, and he straightened himself and walked away to the
window to hide the mortification in his eyes. His jealousy had been of
a far graver nature than hers, and he did not like to hear it referred
to even. He was very much ashamed of himself, and rather embarrassed by
a generosity that forgave so quickly and entirely as Jill had done.
"Yes," he repeated softly more to himself than her, "we were a pair of
geese. How I wish we had found it out sooner than we did. What an
infinitude of suffering it might have saved us both!"
The next important event in their lives, which took place as soon as
Jill was well enough to walk to Church, was the baby's christening. He
was called John after his father as the eldest sons of the St. John's
had been from time immemorial. It was Jill's wish that this should be,
St. John, himself, having no idea on the subject. It was also Jill's
wish that Mr Thompkins should stand Godfather, and, upon being asked,
the senior partner gave a somewhat reluctant consent. He was a
practical, hard-working old bachelor, and babies were not much in his
line, but he had an unbounded admiration and respect for this baby's
mother, so when she informed him of her desire very much after the
manner of one conferring an inestimable favour he had not the pluck nor
the cruelty to say her nay. The honour cost him a guinea in the shape
of a christening present, but the guinea weighed lightly in the balance
compared with the interest that he was expected to take in his Godson.
Jill had a way of putting it in his arms, and watching him nurse it
which not only embarrassed but annoyed him greatly; and sometimes St.
John would come in and look on with a grin, observing the while that he
was quite a family man, or something equally idiotic.
St. John _was_ idiotic in those days. He thought so much of his ugly
offspring, as the infant's Godfather mentally called it, and spoilt as
many plates in attempting to photograph it as would have served for all
the babies that came to the studio in a year. Mr Thompkins groaned,
but Jill laughed happily; this tiny link between herself and Jack seemed
the one thing necessary to make her life perfect. Its advent had closed
a chapter in their history and commenced a new one altogether brighter
and happier than the last. The last had known Evie Bolton, and Markham;
but now the name of the one was seldom mentioned, the other never. Jill
had not seen Markham from the hour she sent him from her presence--
neither had St. John--but a few days after the affair she had received a
letter from him, just a short note of apology which ran as follows:--
"Dear Mrs St. John,--
"I cannot, I fear, convey to you my heartfelt sorrow at the indiscretion
I was guilty of last Tuesday. I have been reproaching myself for my
folly ever since. The fault was mine, as is also the loss. I made a
mistake. Try to forgive me and to forget. I go abroad next week
indefinitely. Goodbye."