Nearly all the roses were half-opened buds; firm and stiff. Larger ones
put in here and there gave the effect of mass. Closest contemplation
enhanced the beauty of the whole. Each rose was perfect. The radiant
mass was lovely throughout. The body of the basket curved firmly away to
its slender hidden base; the smooth sweep of the rim and the delicate
high arch of the handle held the roses perfectly framed. It was a
perfect gift.... It had been quite enough to have the opportunity of
doing little things for Mrs. Berwick ... the surprise of the roses. The
_surprise_ of them. Roses, roses, roses ... all the morning they had
stood, making the morning's work happy; visible all over the room.
Everyone in the house had had the beautiful shock of them. And they were
still as they had been when they had been gathered in the dew. If they
were in water by the end of the afternoon the buds would revive and
expand ... even after the hours in the Lyceum. If they were thrown now
into the waste-paper basket it would not matter. They would go on being
perfect--to the end of life. "And as long; as my heart is bea-ting; as
long; as my eyes; have; tears."
* * * * *
Winthrop came up punctually at one o'clock as he had promised. "It would
save you comin' down if I was to ph-come up." It would go on then. He
had thought about it and meant to do it. She opened the cash box quickly
and deftly in her gratitude and handed him his four sovereigns and the
money for the second mechanic and the apprentices. He waited gently
while she counted it out. Next Saturday she would have it ready for him.
"Thank you Miss----; ph--ph _Good_ afternoon" he said cheerfully. "Good
afternoon Mr. Winthrop" she responded busily with all her heart and
listened as he clattered away downstairs. A load was lifted from
Saturday mornings, for good. No more going down to run the gauntlet of
the row of eyes and get herself along the bench, depositing the various
sums. Nothing in future but the letters, the overhauling of Mr.
Hancock's empty surgery, the easy lunch with Mr. Leyton, and the
week-end. She entered the sums in the petty cash book. There was that.
They would always be that week after week. But to-day the worrying
challenge of it disappeared in the joy of the last entry. "Self" she
wrote, the light across the outspread prospect of her life steadying and
deepening as she wrote, "one pound, five." The five, written down, sent
a thrill from the contemplated page. Taking the customary sovereign from
the cash-box she placed it carefully in the middle pocket of her purse
and closed the clip. The five shillings she distributed about the
side-pockets; half a crown, a shilling, two sixpenny bits and six
coppers. The purse was full of money. By September she would have about
four pounds five in hand and two pounds ten of her month's holiday money
still unspent; six pounds fifteen; she could go to a matinée every week