Orly had
borrowed five pounds to buy tools at Buck and Hickman's and come back
with the money spent and some of the tools to be handed to the practice.
Perhaps it was in balancing that up that the mistake had occurred ... or
the electric lamp account; some for the house, some for the practice and
some for the workshop. Thoroughly miserable she made a provisional entry
of the sum against surgery in pencil and left the account unbalanced.
Perhaps on Monday it would come right. When the ledgers were all in
place and the safe and drawers locked she stretched her limbs and forced
away her misery. The roses reproached her, but only for a moment. They
understood, in detail, as clearly as she did, all the difficulties. They
took her part. Standing there waiting, they too felt that there was
nothing now but lunch and Irving.
2
With the basket of roses over her arm she walked as rapidly as possible
down to Oxford Circus taking the first turning out of Wimpole Street to
hurry the more secretly and conveniently. A 'bus took her to Charing
Cross where she jumped off as soon as it began pulling up and ran down
the Strand. As soon as she felt herself flying towards her bourne the
fears that last week's magic would have disappeared left her altogether.
Last week had been wonderful, an adventure her first deliberate piece of
daring in London. Inside the theatre the scruples and the daring had
been forgotten. To-day again everything would be forgotten, everything;
to-day's happiness was more secure; it would not mean going almost
foodless over the week-end and without an egg for supper all next week;
there was no anticipation of disapproving eyes in the theatre this week;
the sense of the impropriety of going alone had gone; it would never
return; the feeling of selfishness in spending money on a theatre alone
was still there, but a voice within answered that--saying that there was
no one at hand to go and no one she knew who would find at the Lyceum
performance just what she found, no one to whom it would mean much more
than a theatre; like any other theatre and a play, amongst other plays,
with a celebrated actor taking the chief part ... except Mag. Mag had
been with her as she gazed. Mag was with her now. Mag, fulfilling one or
other of her exciting Saturday afternoon engagements would sit at her
side.