The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4
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Miriam looked out the remainder of the charts and went anxiously through
the little pile of letters she had brought down from Mr. Hancock's room.
All but three were straight-forward appointments to be sent. One bore
besides the pencilled day and date the word "Tape" ... she glanced
through it--it was from a University settlement worker, asking for an
appointment for the filling of two front teeth.... She would understand
increasing by one thickness per day until there were five, to be
completed two days before the appointment falls due so that any
tenderness may have passed off. Mrs. Hermann's letter bore no mark. She
could make a rough summary in Mr. Hancock's phraseology. The third
letter enclosed a printed card of appointment with Mr. Hancock which she
had sent without filling in the day and hour. She flushed. Mr. Hancock
had pencilled in the missing words. Gathering the letters together she
put them as far away as her hand would reach, leaving a space of shabby
ink-stained morocco clear under her hands. She looked blindly out of the
window; hand-painted, they are hand-painted, forget-me-nots and gold
tendrils softly painted, not shining, on an unusual shape, a merry
Christmas. Melly Klismas. In this countree heapee lain, chiney man lun
home again, under a red and green paper umbrella in the pouring rain,
that was not a hand-painted one, but better, in some _strange_ way,
close bright colours drawing everything _in_; a shock. I stayed in
there. There was something. Chinee man lun _home_ again. Her eye roamed
over the table; everything but the newly-arrived letters shabby under
the high wide uncurtained window. The table fitted the width of the
window. There was something to be done before anything could be done.
Everything would look different if something were done. The fresh
letters could lie neatly on the centre of the table in the midst of
something. They were on the address books, spoiled by them. It would
take years to check the addresses one by one till the old books could be
put away. If the day books were entered up to date, there would still be
those, disfiguring everything. If everything were absolutely up to date,
and all the cupboards in perfect order and the discounts and decimals
always done in the depot-books to time there would be time to do
something. She replaced the letters in the centre of the table and put
them back again on the address books. His nine-forty-five patient was
being let in at the front door. In a moment his bell would ring and
something must be said about the appointment card. "Mr. Orly?" A big
booming elderly voice, going on heavily murmuring into the waiting-room.
She listened tensely to the movements of the servant. Was Mr. Orly in
"the den" or in his surgery? She heard the maid ring through to the
surgery and wait. No sound. The maid came through her room and tapped at
the door leading from it. _Come_ in sang a voice from within and Miriam