The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The tunnel : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 4
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The correspondence cards propped
against the side of the drawer would never stay in their proper places.
With comatose meticulousness she put the whole drawer in order,
replenishing it from a drawer of reserve packets, until it was so full
that nothing could slide. She surveyed the result with satisfaction; and
shut the drawer. She would tidy one drawer every afternoon.... She
opened the drawer once more and looked again. To keep it like that would
mean never using the undermost cards and notepaper. That would not do
... change them all round sometimes. She sat for a while inertly and
presently lazily roused herself with the idea of going upstairs. Pausing
in front of a long three-shelved whatnot filling the space between the
door and the narrow many drawered specimen case that stood next her
table she idly surveyed its contents. Nothing but piles of British
Dental Journals, Proceedings of the Odontological Society, circulars
from the Dental Manufacturing Companies. Propping her elbows on the
upper shelf of the what-not she stood turning leaves.
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"Tea up?"
"Don't know" said Miriam irritably, passing the open door. He could see
she had only just come down and could not possibly know. The soft
jingling of the cups shaken together on a tray by labouring footsteps
came from the basement stairs. Mr. Leyton's hurried clattering
increased. Miriam waited impatiently by her table. The maid padded
heavily through swinging the door of the den wide with her elbow. When
she had retired, Miriam sauntered warm and happy almost before she was
inside the door into the den. With her eyes on the tea-tray she felt the
afternoon expand.... "There's a Burma girl a settin' and I know she
thinks of me." ... "Come you _back_ you British soldier, come you _back_
to Mandalay." Godfrey's tune was much the best; stiff, like the words,
the other was only sing-song. Pushing off the distraction she sat down
near the gently roaring blaze of the gas fire in a low little chair,
upholstered in cretonne almost patternless with age. The glow of the
fire went through and through her. If she had tea at once, everything
would be richer and richer, but things would move on, and if they came
back she would have finished and would have to go. The face of the
railway clock fixed against the frontage of the gallery at the far end
of the room said four-fifteen. They had evidently ordered tea to be a
quarter of an hour late and might be in any minute ... this curious
feeling that the room belonged to her more than to the people who owned
it, so that they were always intruders.... Leaving with difficulty the
little feast untouched ... a Dundee cake from Buszards ... she browsed
rapidly, her eyes roaming from thing to thing ... the shields and
assegais grouped upon the raised dull gold papering of the high opposite
wall, the bright beautiful coloured bead skirts spread out amongst
curious carved tusks and weapons, the large cool placid gold Buddha