Miriam made her excuse, pleading an engagement and sat down to the
piano. The song was a modern ballad with an easy impressive
accompaniment, following the air. The performance went off easily and
well, Mr. Orly's clear trained baritone ringing out persuasively into
the large room. Weathering a second invitation to spend the evening she
got away to her room.
16
Her mind was alight with the sense of her many beckoning interests,
aglow with fulness of life. The thin piercing light cast upon her table
by the single five candle power bulb, drawn low and screened by a green
glass shade was warm and friendly. She attacked her letters, despatching
the appointments swiftly and easily in a bold convincing hand and
drafted a letter to Mrs. Hermann that she carried with a glow of
satisfaction to Mr. Hancock's room. When his room was cleared in
preparation for his last patient it was nearly six o'clock. She began
entering his day-book in the ledger. The boy coming up for the letters
brought two dentures to be packed and despatched by registered post from
Vere Street before six o'clock. "They'll be ready by the time you've got
your boots on" said Miriam and packed her cases brilliantly in a mood of
deft-handed concentration. Jimmy clattered up the stairs as she was
stamping the labels. When he fled with them she gave a general sigh and
surveyed the balance of her day with a responsible cheerful wicked
desperation; her mind leaping forward to her evening. The day books
would not be done, even Mr. Hancock's would have to go up unentered; she
had not the courage to investigate the state of the cash book; Mr.
Leyton's room was ready for the morning; she ran through to Mr. Orly's
room and performed a rapid perfunctory tidying up; many little things
were left; his depleted stores must be refilled in the morning; she
glanced at his appointment book, no patient so far until ten. She left
the room with her everyday guilty consciousness that hardly anything in
it was up to the level of Mr. Hancock's room ... look after Hancock, I'm
used to fending for myself ... but he knew she did not do her utmost to
keep the room going. There were times when he ran short of stores in the
midst of a sitting. That could be avoided.
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When Miriam entered his room at half past six Mr. Hancock was switching
off the lights about the chair. A single light shone over his desk. The
fire was nearly out.
"Still here?"
"Yes" said Miriam switching on a light over the instrument cabinet.
"I should leave those things tonight if I were you."
"It isn't very late."