Miriam went from the sitting room she had entered in another age with
the bedroom violets pinned against her collarette, stripped and cold and
hungry into the cold of the brightly-lit little dining room. The gay
cold dishes, the bright jellies and fruits, the brown nuts, the pretty
Italian wine in thin white long-necked decanters ... Chianti ... Chianti
... they all seemed familiar with the wine and the word; perhaps it was
a familiar wine at the Wilson supper-parties; they spoke of it sitting
at the little feast amongst the sternness of nothing but small drawings
and engravings on walls that shone some clear light tone against the few
pieces of unfamiliar grey-brown furniture like people clustering round a
fire. But it was a feast of death; terrible because of their not knowing
that it was a feast of death. The wife of the cockatoo had come in early
enough to hear nearly the whole of the conversation and had sat
listening to it with a quiet fresh talkative face under her fresh dark
hair; the large deep furrow between her eyebrows was nothing to do with
anything here, it was permanent, belonging to her life. She had brought
her life in with her and kept it there, the freshness and the furrow;
she seemed now, at supper to be out for the evening, to enjoy
herself--at the Wilsons' ... coming to the Wilsons' ... for a jolly
evening, just as anybody would go anywhere for a jolly evening. She did
not know what was there, what it all meant. Perhaps because of the two
little boys. She, with two little unseen boys and the big house so near,
big and full of her and noise and things, and her freshness and the
furrow of her thought about it prevented anything from going on; the
dreadful thing had to be dropped where it was, leaving the big man who
had fought to pretend to be interested and amused, leaving Mr. Wilson
with the last word and his quiet smothered giggle.