That was it, that was it--that was right somehow; there was something in
this big red-faced man that was not in Mr. Wilson; but why did his talk
sound so lame and dull, even while he was saving God--and Mr. Wilson's,
while he made God from the beginning a nothing created by the fears and
needs of man, so thrilling and convincing, so painting the world anew?
He was wrong about everything and yet while he talked everything changed
in spite of yourself.
The earlier part of the afternoon looked a bright happy world behind the
desolation of this conflict; the husband and wife and the young men and
Mrs. Binkley and the bright afternoon light, dear far-off friends ...
withstanding in their absence the chilly light of Mr. Wilson's talk. Who
was Mr. Wilson? But he was so certain that men had created God ... life
in that thought was a nightmare. Nothing that could happen could make it
anything but a nightmare henceforth ... it did not matter what happened,
and yet he seemed pleased, amused about everything and eager to go on
and "do" things and get things done.... His belief about life was worse
than agnosticism. There was no doubt in it. "Mr. G" was an invention of
man. There was nothing but man; man, coming from the ape, some men a
little cleverer than others, men had discovered science, science was the
only enlightenment, science would put everything right; scientific
imagination, scientific invention. Man. Women were there, cleverly
devised by nature to ensnare man for a moment and produce more men; to
bring scientific order out of primeval chaos; chaos was decreasing order
increasing; there was nothing worth considering before the coming of
science; the business of the writer was imagination, not romantic
imagination, but realism, fine realism, the truth about "the savage"
about all the past and present, the avoidance of cliché ... what was
cliché?...
* * * * *
"Well my dear man you've got the Duke of Argyll to keep you company"
sighed Mr. Wilson with a smothered giggle, getting to his feet.