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She was dead, sweet Gipsy, and she would never know how he loved and
adored her, how he would mourn for her to the last moment of his life.
Nothing was left but to avenge her death, and he swore to himself that
he would never relax his efforts till he brought home the crime to the
guilty party.
Slowly and with a sinking heart he went up the graveled walk to the
broad, Colonial porch, and then the odor of a cigar was wafted through
the sultry night air, and a stately, white-haired man rose out of the
shadows to greet him.
It was his father, old General Willoughby.
“I waited up for you,” he said.
“Aunt Cyrilla?”
“Is still lying in the same comatose condition, resulting from shock.
She must have been very fond of her protégée.”
“I am sure that she was,” Laurie answered earnestly, and almost added:
“She was not the only one who loved that noble girl;” but he checked
himself in time. What was the use of proclaiming his feelings now? He
would get no sympathy from this stern, proud old man, who was already
leading the way to his aunt’s room.
“See if you can rouse her from her stupor, Laurie,” he said anxiously,
as they stepped lightly over the threshold where the sick woman lay
upon her bed, under a light counterpane, her limbs extended stiffly
beneath it like one already dead.
Laurie shuddered as he made his way to the bed, seeing, vaguely, the
forms of several watchers in the room.
He took one cold, limp hand from the bed and pressed it warmly in his
own, calling tenderly to the invalid lying with closed eyes:
“Don’t you know me, dear Aunt Cy? Won’t you speak to Laurie?”
There was no reply, no movement of the still and pallid face, not the
flutter of an eyelid to show that she heard or understood, and her
breathing was so faint it scarcely stirred the white linen over her
breast. All the tender love he bore her surged into his breast, and
forced a groan from his lips.
He had scarcely heeded a white figure in a chair, close by, but as he
groaned, it started suddenly forward; it threw two warm white arms
about him, it drooped a beautiful golden head against his breast,
sobbing:
“Oh, Laurie, darling, it is heartrending, is it not? Will she never
speak to us again, our dear aunt, who loved us so dearly? But I can do
as she bade me, that last night, in her last words to me: ‘Lelia, write
to Laurie to-morrow, tell him you were in the wrong, and that he must
forgive you!’”
CHAPTER XX.
NEVER MORE HER LOVER.
It was dramatic, touching, this seemingly impetuous, unstudied outburst
from a sore heart, in this moment of sorrow and distress. It conveyed
sympathy, repentance, and love all in a breath, and for a moment it
swayed Laurie to pity and tenderness.
She was his cousin, after all, and both were sharing a common sorrow;
they must needs sympathize with each other.