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“Oh, Laurie, you have loved her all her life! For the love of Heaven do
not turn against my unhappy child now!”
General Willoughby added, persuasively:
“I am astonished to learn that there has been a lovers’ quarrel between
you two, and I hope you will become reconciled at once. Laurie, Lelia
has humbled herself sufficiently, and your stubbornness is disgraceful
in a man. Come, come, give over pride, and take her to your heart
again!”
“Never! Never!” came sternly through the young man’s set teeth.
“Never!” shrieked Lelia.
“Never!” echoed her mother wildly.
“Never!” repeated the old general incredulously.
And the young man thus harassed, turned at bay, squared his broad
shoulders defiantly, and threw back his proud, handsome head, answering
sternly:
“It is useless to appeal to me; useless to reproach me. I will never
marry my cousin, Lelia! She has broken our troth herself and told me
she loved another. Whether true or false does not matter to me, for my
heart has turned from her forever. I forgive her as she asked me. I
will remain her friend and cousin still, but never more her lover!” and
to end the painful scene he stalked resolutely from the room.
CHAPTER XXI.
IF IT COSTS MY HEART’S BLOOD.
He heard her passionate, protesting cry, but he did not turn back for
it, only stalked on the faster to his own room to spend a sleepless
night, tormented by despair at Gipsy’s loss, disgusted and angered at
Lelia’s acting.
“Faugh, what an actress!” he muttered impatiently. “But she cannot
impose on me! Her mother has tutored her to this, fearful that in
losing me she has sacrificed half of Aunt Cyrilla’s money. She is
welcome to it all; I would not accept it on any terms if I had to take
my ill-tempered cousin with it! How she will hate me now for refusing
the olive branch! But I do not care for either her love or hate; I am
no longer her meek, cringing slave; I glory in my freedom!”
He fondly believed that this ended the episode with his spoiled cousin.
He did not know her very well yet, despite their long acquaintance.
Lelia determined to win by strategy what she could not compass by her
charms.
Humbled by his open scorn, furious over her failure to subdue his heart
as of old with a glance or word, she retired to her chamber to sulk
alone and to brood over plans for his subjugation.
And, meanwhile, the mistress of The Crags lay still as death upon her
bed, deserted by all but the trained nurse, Mrs. Goodwill. The other
two had only remained for its effect upon Laurie. On his retirement,
they had also gone to their rooms to muse, angrily, over their defeat.
Laurie, wakeful and restless, took a lamp at last and went to explore
Gipsy’s room, with a strange, yearning thrill as if it might bring him
nearer to the loved and lost.
The door yielded to his touch, and with a throbbing heart, he entered
and stood alone in that chamber of horrors.