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Yet every word fell on his heart coldly as drops of winter rain, and
he felt a mad impatience to thrust away the soft hands and the golden
head and to avert his face from the fair one upturned in such tender
pleading. He asked himself impatiently how he had ever fancied himself
in love with his beautiful, artful cousin.
Suddenly she held up her white hand before his face.
“Do you miss anything?” with tender archness.
“No, I do not,” carelessly.
“Oh, Laurie, my ring! I have missed it so much! Please let me have it
back again.”
He was so agitated himself he did not notice how her voice trembled
and her eyes drooped as she spoke; he was seeing again a blushing,
mignonne face, with dark-fringed lashes sweeping to a crimson cheek, as
he slipped Lelia’s diamond on a dear little, tremulous hand. My God,
was he never to hold that little hand again, never to gaze on that
exquisite face until he met her in the Great Beyond among the radiant
angels?
“My ring, please, Laurie dear,” Lelia murmured again, and, rousing
himself, he muttered:
“The ring? I--oh, yes, Lelia, you shall have another as soon as I go to
town; but--but I have lost that one.”
He was startled when she faltered, tenderly:
“You must buy two rings this time, please, dear Laurie--another diamond
as big as the one you lost, and--and a plain gold one--my wedding-ring.”
“A wedding-ring!” he started, and recoiled like one stung.
“Yes, Laurie dear, for I have one dear wish that I am ashamed almost
to breathe aloud. I want to be your wife, Laurie, very soon; for, oh,
I have been so frightened when I had so nearly lost you that I cannot
ever be quite happy again until you are mine tight and fast, bound by
the wedding-ring! Oh, Laurie, will you humor my fancy, because I love
you so? Will you ride into Lewisburg to-morrow for the rings, and the
license, and the minister; and let us be quietly married to-morrow
evening in the parlor, with no guests but just our family?” pleaded
Lelia, winding her white arms about his neck and pressing her warm, red
lips to his own.
If it had been a blow instead of a caress Laurie could not have
recoiled more sharply, or answered more bitterly:
“You shall have your own way, Lelia.”
CHAPTER XXIV.
HAUNTED.
Lelia was ready to weep with chagrin and mortification at Laurie’s cold
reception of her tender advances.
He did not go into raptures as a lover ought to do when his darling
sets the wedding-day; he did not offer her the slightest caress, he
only said in that cold, bitter voice of weary resignation:
“You shall have your own way, Lelia.”
Furious with chagrin and wounded pride, she would have liked to rate
him soundly for his reluctance and indifference.
But she did not dare.
The beautiful shrew had found out that she could not indulge her
violent temper with impunity.
Her meek slave had rebelled, the trampled worm had turned and stung her
foot. She had learned discretion at most bitter cost.