The Well of the Saints: A Comedy in Three Acts — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Well of the Saints: A Comedy in Three Acts
John Stuart Mill · en
MARY DOUL.
_mournfully._ — Ah, God help me... God help me; the blackness wasn’t so
black at all the other time as it is this time, and it’s destroyed I’ll
be now, and hard set to get my living working alone, when it’s few are
passing and the winds are cold. (_She begins shredding rushes._) I’m
thinking short days will be long days to me from this time, and I
sitting here, not seeing a blink, or hearing a word, and no thought in
my mind but long prayers that Martin Doul’ll get his reward in a short
while for the villainy of his heart. It’s great jokes the people’ll be
making now, I’m thinking, and they pass me by, pointing their fingers
maybe, and asking what place is himself, the way it’s no quiet or
decency I’ll have from this day till I’m an old woman with long white
hair and it twisting from my brow. (_She fumbles with her hair, and
then seems to hear something. Listens for a moment._) There’s a queer,
slouching step coming on the road... . God help me, he’s coming surely.
[_She stays perfectly quiet. Martin Doul gropes in on right, blind
also._]
MARTIN DOUL.
_gloomily._ — The devil mend Mary Doul for putting lies on me, and
letting on she was grand. The devil mend the old Saint for letting me
see it was lies. (_He sits down near her._) The devil mend Timmy the
smith for killing me with hard work, and keeping me with an empty,
windy stomach in me, in the day and in the night. Ten thousand devils
mend the soul of Molly Byrne — (_Mary Doul nods her head with
approval._) — and the bad, wicked souls is hidden in all the women of
the world. (_He rocks himself, with his hand over his face._) It’s
lonesome I’ll be from this day, and if living people is a bad lot, yet
Mary Doul, herself, and she a dirty, wrinkled-looking hag, was better
maybe to be sitting along with than no one at all. I’ll be getting my
death now, I’m thinking, sitting alone in the cold air, hearing the
night coming, and the blackbirds flying round in the briars crying to
themselves, the time you’ll hear one cart getting off a long way in the
east, and another cart getting off a long way in the west, and a dog
barking maybe, and a little wind turning the sticks. (_He listens and
sighs heavily._) I’ll be destroyed sitting alone and losing my senses
this time the way I’m after losing my sight, for it’d make any person
afeard to be sitting up hearing the sound of his breath — (_he moves
his feet on the stones_) — and the noise of his feet, when it’s a power
of queer things do be stirring, little sticks breaking, and the grass
moving — (_Mary Doul half sighs, and he turns on her in horror_) — till
you’d take your dying oath on sun and moon a thing was breathing on the
stones. (_He listens towards her for a moment, then starts up
nervously, and gropes about for his stick._) I’ll be going now, I’m
thinking, but I’m not sure what place my stick’s in, and I’m destroyed
with terror and dread. (_He touches her face as he is groping about and