The Widow Davis and the young milliners : $b A story for young ladies — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Widow Davis and the young milliners : $b A story for young ladies
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"What then must she do? Lay aside her self-complacency, her
self-denials, her religious observances, her charitable acts, her
readiness for martyrdom, and take up 'only her sins,' and carry them to
Jesus? Must she be like the penitent Magdalene, the convicted Peter,
the man who would not so much as lift up his eyes in the temple, but
smote upon his breast, crying, 'God be merciful to me a sinner?' Yes,
she must do thus if she would be saved, because it was for sinners
that Jesus died. It was sin that crucified him, and the utmost daring
of her self-righteous spirit had never gone so far as to assert, or to
imagine, that she had not sinned.
"She had a temper, and a tongue, and vanity and pride that could
have contradicted, at any moment, such self-complacent thoughts. She
had therefore always made the condescending admission that nobody is
perfect, that all have failings; but she hoped she was a great deal
better than many, and was doing something occasionally to commend
herself to the favor of a discerning God. And now came this humbling
Scriptural declaration of atoning merit and forgiving love, proclaiming
to faith and penitence a complete salvation, the effect of which
uproots the love of sin, dethrones self, and secures a loving obedience
to lawful authority; frees the toiling slave, and makes him an adopted
child.
"Elizabeth went home sad that night; the words she had failed to
write on paper sinking into her proud heart and probing its secret
depths. She tried to pray as usual, but now it seemed no prayer at
all; she had to learn as a little child, and to seek a Divine but ever
ready teacher. I need not describe to you the exercises of her soul
under the unexpected light that had dawned upon her; but she was not
able to fight long against the sacred truth, that 'not by works of
righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved
us;' and then she saw how grateful love would seek to render every act
righteous, and impress every thought and feeling with the beauty of
holiness, not merely to save self, but to glorify God.
"O my dear young friends, never suppose that God calls you to do
anything by way of merit in order that you may be saved, for there is
no merit in penitence or faith. And if you ask,—
"'Must we not give up our gaiety, and our amusements, and our love of
dress, and our Sunday excursions, and our thoughtless, or envious, or
unholy talk,' or any other things in which you allow yourselves?
"I answer, you are not told to think about giving up anything, except
as the proper fruit of faith and love to God and Christ, which the
Spirit of God has implanted in your heart; so that it is no longer
pleasure, but pain and grief, to do anything that is inconsistent with
obedience and devotedness to him.
"It will then no longer be,—
"'"Must" I give up this? Or deny myself that?'
"But rather—